alexithymia
Thread Topic: alexithymia
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      Chat I’m crashing out again
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      Had a bad crashout during band. I have 4 adults worried about me. I don’t know what’s f---ing wrong with me I can barely function
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      If one more bad thing happens I might actually go insane
I want to do fun teenage things with fun teenage friends but instead I’m crashing out. I literally have no life ugh - 
    
      
      I’m actually considering doing it
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      I’m actually actively considering doing it
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      Everyone would be better off anyway. My mum wouldn’t hate me and nobody would harass me or my friends and I wouldn’t have to feel stupid feelings
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I know how I would do it. It’d be easy. And everyone would be better off
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      Alexi please don't.
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      Sorry, I shouldn’t have posted that.
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      No, it's okay. Not you're fault you're feeling like that. Just please, please don't.
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      I’m trying not to. I just haven’t been in the best headspace lately
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      Makes sense. I know it's probably not my place to assume since I don't know you irl, but I think trying out new antidepressants would help you
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      It probably would. I think I have a couple more weeks till I have to do another evaluation. I don’t think they’re working all that well
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      I don't think they are either. I'd recommend keeping a medication journal where you write about side effects and odd new feelings you're having while on meds, just so you can keep track of all the possible pros and cons
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      Good idea. The only reason I haven’t started documenting it is because I haven’t noticed like any changes at all. No side effects nothing. The ones I’m on are used to help treat OCD (which I now have) too but if anything my compulsions have gotten worse since going on them
 
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