alexithymia
Thread Topic: alexithymia
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      I still can’t tell what’s bothering me
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      What the hell is wrong with me
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      I want to create so bad. I want to write but I don’t know what to write
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      Good lord I’m so drained
I get really irritable and sensory overloaded when I’m drained so the last couple of hours of rehearsal were hell
At least I don’t have to do another Sunday rehearsal - 
    
      
      I got overstimulated so quickly today wtf
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      Literally all through art I was this close to crashing out because the girls behind me wouldn’t stop clapping and the boys behind them wouldn’t shut up
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      Insert internal screeching
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      Today I got called a f*ggot by someone i don't know
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      i got called on in class and stuttered for like 10 seconds in front of the whole class even if i knew the answer and don't get social anxiety wtf
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      i f---ing hate this world. everyone is stupid
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      i could rant for hours about everything wrong with this world but that won't help my depression
i just want to crawl into a hole and wither away. or just sleep forever so i don't have to experience this world and i get to wake up when everything is okay - 
    
      
      i would take a nap but i'm at school and i have to stay at school till 5pm because of theatre. its 12.30, how cooked am i chat
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      The world doesn’t seem to like me today. I got jumped and called the n word which is weird because I’m white
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      Got very overstimulated throughout rehearsal so stepped outside to take a breath and got bitten by 6 mozzies. Ugh
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      I’m tired of trying to fit into a world where I obviously don’t belong
 
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