alexithymia
Thread Topic: alexithymia
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Leaving that there
Everybody keeps asking if I’m ok and if it’s getting bad again
It’s so exhausting to keep lying -
It is getting bad again. I’m so f---ing tired. Hopefully these new meds work and I stop having these stupid feelings and I stop feeling burnt out
My mum keeps asking me if I’m just downplaying it (I told the doctor that saying “I’m just tired” is my way of getting out of hard conversations about me and she obviously told my mum ugh) and I hate having to lie to her but I can’t let her worry about me -
“You’re just mature for your age” Stephanie I can’t function like a normal human being
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I’ve been told that “high school is the worst everything will be fine once you leave” and “you’re just smarter than the other kids and more mature” and “you’re so gifted” and “you weren’t difficult at all as a kid you were the perfect child” so many times and I’m so f---ing tired
I was gifted then, but now I’m mentally ill and unable to function. I’m not more mature, I just don’t know how to live -
stay out of peoples personal vent threads unless you have words of comfort or advice for them
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It literally says “please do not vent about your own things in here” on the first page, how much clearer am I meant to be
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dude dont say the f---ing r slur on here and just respect their wishes
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imagine saying the r slur on a (probably) autistic persons vent thread jesus christ
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go have your tantrum somewhere else and don't come back in my thread, @somthingelse. good lord
yeah, i hate that word. its a stupid word -
"we have noticed an increase in this year level's truancy" because we don't want to be here i fear
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i brought extra good luck charms to school today and they've worked so far !
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except for the thread thing but i fear i can't control what goes on outside of my circle
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Day was ok. Good luck charms mostly worked.
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The one thing I hate about theatre is the having to wear makeup. I can handle eyeliner on a good day, but I haven’t worn it in years. I literally cannot handle lip stuff and s--- on my skin so that’s going to be fun
I might email my teacher about alternatives. I don’t own makeup and my sister doesn’t own foundation or eyeliner so I’ll have to get my mum to do it and ugh -
And at theatre they kept changing things. Now I’m on the other side of the stage for this bow song and have to be on my knees instead of standing and with a different person
Why would they teach us this dance if they were just going to change it I had this person I copied because I can barely remember the 25 dances we have to do and now I can’t copy them
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