Thread Topic: Bye L'manburg
is it bad i need to be stimulated?
because, i seem to always need to be stimulated.
always have to have some show playing,
or some device in my face.
i'm probably just.. i don't know the words for it.
i just think it's stupid.
i'm sure i'm not the only one,
but, it feels like i always have to be stimulated.
i don't know, i'm probably just messed up.
it's whatever, i'll just have to deal with it.
i always feel kind of, useless.
feel like, you're just a mess up.
you always make messes.
everything you seem to say, think or do seems to just mess things up or not work at all and other people have to fix your problems for you and you always say you're thankful but you know you feel really bad for making them solve your problems, even if you didn't make them and they did it on their own behalf but it still always feels like it's your fault.
yeah uh, that's kind of me.
i think i overthink things sometimes.
and get worried about the dumbest things sometimes.
like, having to talk to an adult
or, having to record something, like for a grade.
honestly, is it just me or do i think these are dumb reasons to be freaking out? because i sure think they are.
SprinkledSpice SeniorIt's not dumb! Things like that can be intimidating, even for people with a heck ton of confidence. You've got this :D
i just struggle with that alot, having to be stimulated.
probably due to my ADD, but yeah.
got to play mc yesterday, at least that was okay.
ChameleonLeap AdvancedFreaking out like that is common for sure, it happens to everyone.I overthink a bunch, so sometimes I just sit down and take a deep breath, then I’m ready to take things slower.
Also quick question, what’s your pfp from it’s rlly pretty 👀
awh_mvdblood Newbieyeah, ig.
i just find it hard to calm down sometimes.
it's not like it's major, but still.
also, ty :3
i just looked up face claims on google lol.
idk where it is specifically.
I think I've made my choice,
I'm a deceased playing victim.
Slip the face, slip the victory,
I think I've made my choice.
Sit secluded in hatred.
Void the plans friends are making.
I think I've found my voice.
I'm a leech sucking blood bags,
Taste defeat, it's a sandbag.
just sad song lyrics.
i have like, 5 assignments at once,
and like, 5 for each class.
it's hard to handle.
We grew up so very close,
A parasite needs a host.
I'm only trying to do what is best for us!
Well, I never asked for this, I never wanted this,
All that I want is some time to myself.
Looking in your eyes, I'm coming home.
Just get away from me, please just stop touching me.
You're always trying to be somebody else!
Now I realize I'm not alone-
Well, you're only scared of me.
But you never cared for me!
Why don't you let me free?!
'Cause you'd never dare to be!!
'Cause you never listen, you're always insisting.
(I'm just/just stop) reminiscing,
I feel something missing,
I just want (you here with me my privacy),
God (can't we just get along/won't you leave me alone)?!
guess who's mad at their family and school and life?
haha you guessed it!
istg, i can't deal with it rn.
i'm actually done with it.
i can't deal with their BS rn.
i just want to hide away forever.
i'm not okay.
i do not like today
i want to cry
i already cried
today was only fun for an hour
i just wanna blast more music
i feel like i mess things up all the time.
i don't like myself.
i don't get why i mess things up.
i feel like i always do.
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