Thread Topic: Bye L'manburg
i found a guy, told me i was a star.
he held the door, held my hand in the dark.
and he's perfect on paper but he's lying to my face.
does he think that i'm the kinda girl who needs to be saved?
and there's one more boy, he's from my past.
we fell in love but it didn't last.
'cause the second i figure it out, he pushes me away.
and i won't fight for love if you won't meet me halfway.
And I say that I'm through but this song's still for you.
all i want is love that lasts,
is all I want too much to ask?
is it something wrong with me?
all I want is a good guy.
are my expectations far too high?
try my best but what can i say.
all I have is myself at the end of the day,
but shouldn't that be enough for me?
<3 you ok?(also, ngl, this song works so well for me T^T)
yeah, i'm alr.
i just figured i'd put it in here,
considering the fact it kind of fits my situation.
thanks for asking ♡
there's like really only one thing that p--ses me off rn,
and that's my parents (at times).
and it's mainly due to my privacy i so wish i had.
like, i srsly can't do anything on my school computer or just any device without them saying crap like, "you're hiding something, aren't you?"
like, no! i'm not!
i'm not doing anything illegal, or inappropriate,
so i don't get it.
i mean, technically,
i go on websites (like GTQ, quotev, Scratch (don't go on here anymore tho) they don't want me on, but it's not gonna harm me.
yes, i'm talking to people i've never met but it's not like i'm giving them my information.
lol jokes on you, i have no information to give out
i'll stop, ik that wasn't funny.
also, another thing,
they cut off the internet.
IT'S SO ANNOYING.
they can turn it on and off just, whenever they want.
i don't like that.
then, in the morning when i have to do school on my school laptop that can have the wifi turned on and off on, i always have to ask and it annoys them.
WELL, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO TURN THE WIFI ON AND OFF, THEN LEAVE IT ALONE!
i- i can't even sometimes..
i'm gonna shut up, i've mouthed off enough.
emotions are annoying and confusing :') ♡
Strawbxrry_Frxgs Newbieis it just me,
or is it awkward to do like, just stuff in general in front of other people sometimes?
like, that was literally me earlier at tennis.
i was just like, messed up abt it and just kept thinking they were judging me and i just did not like it.
wrecked meh :')
Spice JuniorNOT JUST YOU FAM
well, i think my friend is like that as well.
i think it has something to do with like, social anxiety.
well, gUeSs i HaVe sOcIaL aNxIeTy :')
i mean, idk if i do.
i've never been fully diagnosed.
if i were though,
i feel like it'd be like, moderate to severe or severe.
definitely not extreme, thankfully.
i feel bad for people with that bad social anxiety and that bad anxiety.
and now i'm thinking, "what if i were like that?".
s t o p i t b r a i n : ' )
( okay, srsly, this ^ is kinda cursed lmao )
but i kinda feel like crap.
not a good morning so far.
my spotify isn't working,
my mom's computer isn't working so i can't edit my one shots,
and i'm just feeling like crap and just p--sed overall.
i'm fine, just shut up me.
i'll be perfectly fine in like, ten minutes.
i'm just being a complete baby.
can't wait to see my friends tonight.
Hxney_Bees Newbiei'm p--sed.
like, actually p--sed.
my parents get in my nerves so. much.
all the time.
getting onto me when i make messes and "don't clean up after myself" because that's what they expect.
i'm a kid.
i'm going to make messes,
and i have the attention span of an actual 5 yr old,
so i'm not going to remember to clean up my messes.
i just want to be with my friends rn.
i already feel crappy and this just makes things worse.
i couldn't care less.
gonna be seeing my friends in a bit.
i miss them :')
SprinkledSpice Senior*hugs* Are you feeling okay? :0
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