I know I don't know you but I can't leave someone in need alone, I've had the same thoughts, the same feelings, but I realized that even when it feels like nobody is there or cares, there always is, always going to be a person who won't have their soulmate, parents who lose the love of their lives, friends who lose their support system. Everyone means something in this world, and you are no exception. You have a plan and a story left to write, please don't give up because one chapter of it is hard, there's still so much more to see and do. So many people who love and care about you, don't let the negativity end that bb, we all want to see you happy <3
If possible you could taking a break for a couple weeks. Try to pull away from everything and everyone for a bit and just have some time with yourself. It doesn't work for everyone but its definitely helped me in the past. As much as we'd miss you for that time we'd all like you to be doing better.
thank you. i really appreciate everyone’s kindness. ♡
it’s just so hard to process right now.
i’ve tried, but i just seem to find myself lost and lonely. i usually come back here at least to vent. i’m not a very independent person, so often, it just makes me feel worse. thank you for the suggestion.
i really have considered seeing a professional. i have before, and it was not the best decision for me, but it may have been the specific therapist i was seeing. it was really hard to relate to him or feel comfortable talking to him about what was bothering me personally.