I’m trying to be normal and interact with you like a normal person but it’s pretty damn hard to do if you just keep calling me names and then when I point it out you get pissed and call me even more names
Keep your money Why will I need it after you’re dead if you leave it with me I will literally order the funeral home to dig up your tomb and shove your check into your coffin
Lol I should be dead
Life’s gotten s---tier frfr
I had probably like 6 friends die in the past 3 years
I started making some poor decisions and I got a lot of enemies just to keep it simple
I got on pills and cough syrup real bad but I got off all that s--- a few months ago
I just been chilling tryna save up and get my ass out this poor ass city
s--- just don’t really affect me no more I’m just used to it I can’t really get sad over it because it just gets me more motivated
where I’m at, there’s more fake than real so you can’t rely on nobody but yourself to be happy somebody might come it’s iffy
And nah with how many of my friends I lost I can’t just throw my life like that
Holy s---, it sounds like you live in a dangerous part of the Bronx or something like that :( I’m just really glad to hear you’re okay you’re one of the few people I actually remember from this site and often think about.
Have you thought about joining the military? I mean it is a huge government ploy where we’re all treated as disposable chess pieces but it helps us get stable and travel around/ have money. It can be your fast way out?
Nah I live in Pittsburgh some places are hood other places ain’t too bad just a lot of f--- s--- out here and ain’t a whole lot to do. I’m smart tho and just float from neighborhood to another I got people that ain’t gonna let nothing happen to me.
I already got slight PTSD so I don’t think the military’s a good fit
I’m just tryna go to LA cus over there you can just be yourself I’d be good over there