I am a loser who

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Thread Topic: I am a loser who

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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    It’s like Jae how are you going to fill the emptiness inside of you if you’re just going to ghost yourself away from everyone who actually cares about you

    That’s such a skater brad niche move like Charlotte said I’m disgusted with myself because it seems the only person I was committed to was Lydia and she stepped all over me but there I was
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    Stuck to her and committed to them as if they were the only girl on this planet

    But here I am trying to get help after I reached the final straw.

    Bro the fact that Nathaniel had to step in says a lot
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    Thats_Just_Josh Advanced
    Yo bands sorry I wasn't here to catch this when you first posted all this but I'm glad I checked the lounge,

    I'm not gonna act like I know the whole situation or even some of it I just know what you've said but it doesn't sound like you've been having a good time recently to say the least I just want to ask if you're gonna be alright I know we don't talk a whole lot but I like you man and don't want you to hurt yourself obviously we aren't that different in age you being older than me and we aren't that different in how we carry ourselves I'd like to talk to you more if you get the chance but I do think it was smart to check you self into a institution for a bit it shows that you at least deep down want to live I don't know how to express myself very well in situations like this so you'll have to forgive me but I suffer from depression too and I know I can't know what exactly it's like for you but I know it's a bad place for you right now I wish I had a better understanding of what has happened so I could say more just know this isn't a hollow remark and that I comes from a place of genuine care and worry I know we're probably just acquaintances so its weird I care this much but I do

    I hope we get to talk soon and if you have discord add me because I'd like to talk at your convenience hope you see this and that it at least helps a little and I hope to see you soon
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    Thank you.
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    I saw something I wasn’t supposed to see and I felt my heart break into a million pieces and I want to die
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    I don’t think I have enough tears In myself to cry and get rid of what I feel

    Like I get it I saw it coming but

    Seriously

    My heart hurts so much oh my god
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    It’s fine i wish them the best
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    I feel like this is karma for doing this exact thing to Macy and like


    This hurts.

    I know I have multiple people to choose from

    But I didn’t want anyone other than you.

    Normally as a way to shield myself At this point I would get a new significant other to feel the void but I can’t do that anymore

    I need to learn how to be happy by myself without the need of someone to be there
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    f---. My heart hurts.

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