I am a loser who

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Thread Topic: I am a loser who

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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    Me

    Eats food because I’m hungry and am starting to look like an addict because of how skinny I’m getting

    My stomach 5 minutes later

    🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

    I just want food for the love of god let me keep it for at least an hour

    There are actual tears in my eyes my stomach hurts
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    I literally am laying in a ball on the dirty floor of a public no gender bathroom in a s---ty dollar store crying because I’m in pain

    I don’t get it like I’m doing everything I need to do and yet I still do the same thing over and over how can I make it stop
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    I want to go home I feel dead inside
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    Getting my ducking ankle tattooed hurt less than what I’m feeling right now
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    My manager let me go early I ducking love her bless your soul lady
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    I don’t have money for the ER so I’m going to shut the f--- up and waddle my way to my room and just keep throwing up in a trash can

    Please help me
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    Do I have a virus

    Do I have a disorder

    Do I have a f---ing issue inside my organs

    I don’t know but I want answers because this has been going on for a while and it hurts to exist guys
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    I am okay. I have no idea what was the reason behind that pain also I had a really odd dream
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    I also got released from my second job for failing to show up in 2 days without warning so :))) on the bright side I’ll be getting a few hours more to study and sleep now
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    Tfw you’ve stayed in your dorm without talking to anyone or going online for what you thought was a day but it turns out it was almost half a week but literally all you did was sleep and eat and waddle in pain so you lowkey were shocked when your friends came pounding on the door looking for you so you check your phone that was dead so you charge it and as a matter of fact it had been more than one day and so you call your job and your manager is angry at you so you tell them you’re sick and didn’t have any money to go to the doctor so you just huddled in your room until the pain went away but the pain is still there but moderated and so your manager tells you that you need to go in person to figure things out but that’s probably code for come get your s--- from your locker and leave so now you’re getting ready looking like the hunchback from Norte dame because you can’t stand up straight yet but at least I’m not tired anymore but you look gross so you take a shower and get ready to leave and realize you also have missed class so you just have a mental breakdown while the spawns of satan secretly whisper about who knows what

    Hi I’m Jae and my life

    It’s a mess but I’m alive right teeehee tee hee

    Blugh I really need to leave and go far away and just disappear for a while because my stress = 272894930201 right now

    But I

    Lowkey going to start buying illegal black market vapes so I can get popcorn king and die Bc apparently cigarettes ain’t it
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    Lung not king

    I annoy myself with how ducking whiny and omg my life is so empty and sorrowful

    But like

    I don’t know at what point my life spiraled into this I don’t know when I lost control I have no f---ing clue when I lost all my saving and I sure as hell don’t know why life is f---ing me over so much

    I wish I still had my old life

    I wish I would have stayed at my old campus

    But it’s too late to wish now I guess I’m just f---ed

    Anyway bye guys idk when I’ll be back I would like to say tomorrow but like
    No I have stuff to do.
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    I’m hungry

    Omg bye now
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    How the f--- do doctors not know what’s wrong like????

    I said I am hungry so I eat but then my body goes 🤢🤮 and so what’s the point of eating??

    Like I can’t eat without feeling sick

    How do you guys not know what’s going on I’m not bulimic or anorexic or anything

    I was a regular human being who was a skater gym rat that liked eating a lot in order to maintain their gains

    Then all of a sudden I can’t consume food
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    Like for once in my life I actually liked how I looked and felt okay

    And then it all went away
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    TheLoveOfBands Hot Shot
    What if I have like a parasite or something

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