i wish you loved me less
Thread Topic: i wish you loved me less
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he could do so much better than me, and i'm js burdening him.
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ik he doesn't see me as a burden, but it's kinda hard not to think that way when all i seem to do is mess up and/or give into my urges
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i'm such a burden to him, i just know it.
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i don't deserve him, and he doesn't deserve to have to put up with me and my bulls---.
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i'm so f---ing pathetic and disgusting, i don't know why he loves me.
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i hate myself for not being able to change for him. i want to so bad, but every time i even attempt to it feels impossible.
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maybe if i disappear, things would be better. i wonder if he would be better off without me in his life. if everyone would be better off without me in their lives. i know it's dumb and i don't really wanna disappear, but a part of me always wonders.
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yk what screw it, imma bring back the sticker sheet
really going to try and commit to this because i love my bf and i want to be better for him. -
goal 1: 10 days free: goal 11: 110 days free: goal 21: 210 days free: goal 31: 310 days free:
goal 2: 20 days free: goal 12: 120 days free: goal 22: 220 days free: goal 32: 320 days free:
goal 3: 30 days free: goal 13: 130 days free: goal 23: 230 days free: goal 33: 330 days free:
goal 4: 40 days free: goal 14: 140 days free: goal 24: 240 days free: goal 34: 340 days free:
goal 5: 50 days free: goal 15: 150 days free: goal 25: 250 days free: goal 35: 350 days free:
goal 6: 60 days free: goal 16: 160 days free: goal 26: 260 days free: goal 36: 360 days free:
goal 7: 70 days free: goal 17: 170 days free: goal 27: 270 days free: goal 37: 370 days free:
goal 8: 80 days free: goal 18: 180 days free: goal 28: 280 days free: goal 38: 380 days free:
goal 9: 90 days free: goal 19: 190 days free: goal 29: 290 days free: goal 39: 390 days free:
goal 10: 100 days free: goal 20: 200 days free: goal 30: 300 days free: goal 40: 400 days free:
(stopping at 400 for now, might expand it later-
i'll put a check mark beside each one when i fill in)
emojis go here: 🎀
hopefully i won't come back later and say i f---ed up, i'm really determined this time. -
goal 1: 10 days free: goal 11: 110 days free: goal 21: 210 days free: goal 31: 310 days free:
goal 2: 20 days free: goal 12: 120 days free: goal 22: 220 days free: goal 32: 320 days free:
goal 3: 30 days free: goal 13: 130 days free: goal 23: 230 days free: goal 33: 330 days free:
goal 4: 40 days free: goal 14: 140 days free: goal 24: 240 days free: goal 34: 340 days free:
goal 5: 50 days free: goal 15: 150 days free: goal 25: 250 days free: goal 35: 350 days free:
goal 6: 60 days free: goal 16: 160 days free: goal 26: 260 days free: goal 36: 360 days free:
goal 7: 70 days free: goal 17: 170 days free: goal 27: 270 days free: goal 37: 370 days free:
goal 8: 80 days free: goal 18: 180 days free: goal 28: 280 days free: goal 38: 380 days free:
goal 9: 90 days free: goal 19: 190 days free: goal 29: 290 days free: goal 39: 390 days free:
goal 10: 100 days free: goal 20: 200 days free: goal 30: 300 days free: goal 40: 400 days free:
(stopping at 400 for now, might expand it later-
i'll put a check mark beside each one when i fill in)
emojis go here (2): 🎀 🖇
day 2, haven't done the bad thing yet. let's hope it lasts lol -
goal 1: 10 days free: goal 11: 110 days free: goal 21: 210 days free: goal 31: 310 days free:
goal 2: 20 days free: goal 12: 120 days free: goal 22: 220 days free: goal 32: 320 days free:
goal 3: 30 days free: goal 13: 130 days free: goal 23: 230 days free: goal 33: 330 days free:
goal 4: 40 days free: goal 14: 140 days free: goal 24: 240 days free: goal 34: 340 days free:
goal 5: 50 days free: goal 15: 150 days free: goal 25: 250 days free: goal 35: 350 days free:
goal 6: 60 days free: goal 16: 160 days free: goal 26: 260 days free: goal 36: 360 days free:
goal 7: 70 days free: goal 17: 170 days free: goal 27: 270 days free: goal 37: 370 days free:
goal 8: 80 days free: goal 18: 180 days free: goal 28: 280 days free: goal 38: 380 days free:
goal 9: 90 days free: goal 19: 190 days free: goal 29: 290 days free: goal 39: 390 days free:
goal 10: 100 days free: goal 20: 200 days free: goal 30: 300 days free: goal 40: 400 days free:
(stopping at 400 for now, might expand it later-
i'll put a check mark beside each one when i fill in)
emojis go here (3): 🎀 🖇 🍰
day 3, going alr i think
also taking a break from my worship team, my bf suggested it after we had a talk and it was a good idea to take a break :') -
goal 1: 10 days free: goal 11: 110 days free: goal 21: 210 days free: goal 31: 310 days free:
goal 2: 20 days free: goal 12: 120 days free: goal 22: 220 days free: goal 32: 320 days free:
goal 3: 30 days free: goal 13: 130 days free: goal 23: 230 days free: goal 33: 330 days free:
goal 4: 40 days free: goal 14: 140 days free: goal 24: 240 days free: goal 34: 340 days free:
goal 5: 50 days free: goal 15: 150 days free: goal 25: 250 days free: goal 35: 350 days free:
goal 6: 60 days free: goal 16: 160 days free: goal 26: 260 days free: goal 36: 360 days free:
goal 7: 70 days free: goal 17: 170 days free: goal 27: 270 days free: goal 37: 370 days free:
goal 8: 80 days free: goal 18: 180 days free: goal 28: 280 days free: goal 38: 380 days free:
goal 9: 90 days free: goal 19: 190 days free: goal 29: 290 days free: goal 39: 390 days free:
goal 10: 100 days free: goal 20: 200 days free: goal 30: 300 days free: goal 40: 400 days free:
(stopping at 400 for now, might expand it later-
i'll put a check mark beside each one when i fill in)
emojis go here (4): 🎀 🖇 🍰 🎧
was struggling a little, may have looked at sm stuff i shouldn't have been a little, but i didn't fully slip up ig- i'd say more like 3 and a half, but i'm giving myself a little lenience -
goal 1: 10 days free: goal 11: 110 days free: goal 21: 210 days free: goal 31: 310 days free:
goal 2: 20 days free: goal 12: 120 days free: goal 22: 220 days free: goal 32: 320 days free:
goal 3: 30 days free: goal 13: 130 days free: goal 23: 230 days free: goal 33: 330 days free:
goal 4: 40 days free: goal 14: 140 days free: goal 24: 240 days free: goal 34: 340 days free:
goal 5: 50 days free: goal 15: 150 days free: goal 25: 250 days free: goal 35: 350 days free:
goal 6: 60 days free: goal 16: 160 days free: goal 26: 260 days free: goal 36: 360 days free:
goal 7: 70 days free: goal 17: 170 days free: goal 27: 270 days free: goal 37: 370 days free:
goal 8: 80 days free: goal 18: 180 days free: goal 28: 280 days free: goal 38: 380 days free:
goal 9: 90 days free: goal 19: 190 days free: goal 29: 290 days free: goal 39: 390 days free:
goal 10: 100 days free: goal 20: 200 days free: goal 30: 300 days free: goal 40: 400 days free:
(stopping at 400 for now, might expand it later-
i'll put a check mark beside each one when i fill in)
emojis go here (8): 🎀 🖇 🍰 🎧 🐇 🧺 🌸 🍓
been off for a few days, almost to 10 days -
back to 0 stickers, fumbled again. i knew it was wrong even before i actually did it, but it still happened. i'm working on it tho, so-
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i still feel bad abt it. i really need to get this under control.
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