alexithymia
Thread Topic: alexithymia
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thanks pookie :)
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I don’t know why nobody wants me. I don’t know what I keep doing wrong to make nobody want me
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And I’ll write a f---ing book about it because it has to be all about Alexi’s f---ing drama
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Why can’t I be perfect
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I don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I don’t understand what I keep doing wrong
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No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, people keep being horrid. I keep doing everything wrong. I don’t understand anything. I don’t understand why people hate me, I don’t understand why people get mad at me, I don’t understand what I’m doing wrong.
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it happened again
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I don’t get why I don’t deserve love like everybody else does. I don’t understand why everyone has decided I’m unworthy of not being daily harassed or yelled at or scolded. Every time it happens I don’t understand what I’ve done. It’s sending me into a spiral because bad people don’t realise what they’ve done to be bad. Trump doesn’t think he’s bad for what he’s done. H*tler didn’t think he was bad for what he’d done. No villain thinks they’re the villain and knows what they’ve done wrong. That means that me not knowing what I’ve done to deserve this makes me a bad person
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There isn’t a single country on earth that isn’t awful in one way or another. There’s no happy place for anyone to go. And it’s all people of people in power. I don’t understand why we as humans feel the need to be so horrid. Even everyday people, they feel the urge to be so mean and so selfish and so horrid to people they don’t know. I can’t understand why. I can’t just accept that I might never be happy because of things I can’t change. Like the state of the world, the fact bad things happen in every place. And no matter what I do, I can’t change it, because H*tler’s name will always be more known than the people dying.
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I don’t like this feeling. Everything feels weird when it touches me and my skin is tingly and everything keeps making my senses upset
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I hate that. I woke up one morning and almost had a meltdown because I couldn't touch anything, and I couldn't find my favorite plain black shirt, which has a texture I love. So, I flipped another black shirt inside out and camped on a stool with a fuzzy blanket and noise-canceling headphones in the dark. I like, sat on the edge because I was wearing shorts and I couldn't touch the darned stool.
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Don't talk about your own experiences in my vent thread. You have your own thread to do that.
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I feel so tired
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I don’t have anybody to tuck me in tonight
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I feel like nobody knows how hard I’m trying just to make it through the day. How much energy it takes to keep trying to be happy even if people keep being mean. I’m trying so hard just to keep myself going but everyone keeps being mean to me, nobody notices how tiring it is, nobody notices how tired I am.
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