alexithymia
Thread Topic: alexithymia
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It’s okay. I’ll wait till something else comes along or I feel more valued. I don’t have a backup plan and I don’t get too overstimulated around them so it’s fine for now
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I think it’s just because I constantly need validation. And people around me don’t like venting and don’t need that type of stuff. I don’t like venting to people who don’t vent to me and I need to know that you value me as a friend
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I’m so sick of not being important. And of this stupid world. Bouta pull a Viktor arc and become twink jesus fr fr
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I want someone to be as obsessed with me as I am with everyone and I want to be a crucial part of someone’s life
Even my online friends are soso important to me and I’ve been fixated on them before. I just want someone to be fixated on me for once I can’t handle this yearning for a relationship I won’t get to have until I graduate because nobody is as emotional and woke as me and if they’re not I’ll overthink everything -
I feel like this world wasn’t built for me. Like I’m trying to fit into a place that I just can’t no matter how hard I try. No matter how much I change myself I can’t fit into the template of a human
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f---ing weirdo
he was smiling and making faces at me the entire lesson. at one point he held a basketball, standing in front of me, aiming for me with that stupid smile for like 30 seconds. i was actually scared and the teacher didn't do anything. he pretended to throw it and when i flinched he laughed
we were playing kick tennis and he aimed for me and kicked it. the only reason it didn't get me in the head is because my friend was standing in front of me and it got him instead. he then proceeded to get all of my friends out and was hogging the ball just so he could try and hit me
i asked him what his problem was and he mimicked me then walked away, proceeded to call me a f---wit and a gecko. i said that he must be jealous of me because my life isn't so horrible that i feel the need to be an a--hole -
If I flop my science istg
I hate fridays. My classes suck ass on fridays -
My brain has been so busy the last few days augh
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I’m not going to magically turn into a bad person. I’m not going to start or join a cult or religion. I’m not going to be manipulated by anyone into becoming a bad person, and I’m not going to wake up and decide to be a bad person.
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The world is not going to end. Nothing horrible is going to happen to me or the people I love. It’s all going to work out. The world is going to be okay.
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Don’t overthink. Don’t overthink. It’s not real
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I’m so tired of this
It’s just everything. My mother’s love for me is conditional, my father doesn’t care, my friends have other more important friends, in general I’m unlikeable. The world is going to s---, humans suck, the environment is f---ed, space and the ocean is literally just hell and to make things worse I just can’t be happy. I’m trying I’m really trying -
I finished my period last week and I’ve been on a higher dose of meds for a week. Why do I feel so horrible
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Aaaaaaaaaaaaa
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One week to go until mid year holidays gang I can do this
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