Fire in the Dark
Thread Topic: Fire in the Dark
So danm tired. Why can't I sleep?!?
So damn tired, why Can't I die?
So damn done it's all just a lie.
I can't find my way, out of dismay.
Why did you leave me alone on that day?
Truth comes in tagged and lies abound.
Truth is a shortcut for heartbreakers.
Someone out there, call me a fool.
I'm a shadow, a mere ghost of who I was.
The darkness abounds
It shatters my soul
A heartbroken ghost
Is all the remains
The darkness closes in
Hatred fills my soul
In lonesome times I rage at myself
And in the dark I hide.
That picture. Those memories. Levi, Phoebe. Damn I miss you kids.
Oh, no. No, no. Not that.
What if I lose Blizz? I don't want that. I can't do that. Lose Ranboo, then Blizz? When I can't get over Boo, what's another loss going to do? I feel like Blizz is just getting distant. Like they don't want anything to do with me anymore. Just please don't leave. I know I'm annoying, I know I'm a pain, but please. Don't leave.
I feel horrible. My mom lost her guinea pig, I miss my siblings and the pain that won't leave just got so much worse.
I miss them so much...
Fuego Lunar NoviceMe not f**king up then fixing it later.
Me then: AAAAHHH, I'm f**ked!! My mom's p**sed!!
Me now: OK... So she isn't mad. Cool, cool, cool. Now, next problem. Am I losing Blizz?
Take it easy. Relax. Deep breaths. Calm down, Don, calm down.
Just came clean about the r**e I suffered. Finally admitting to myself and others that it happened.
I was r**ed in the school bathroom in New Hampshire. I'm gonna stop denying it. Those s*x**l stories I was writing? Yeah, those were my way of venting my pain and humiliation of being r**ed.
Shivering at the thought....
Sapmap NoviceOh hell...
Sapmap NewbieWell, that went well. I'm a freshman as of Tuesday. How fun to be a high schooler. As an 8th grader, you made fun of high schoolers. As a freshman, you are the laughing stock of the high school because you are so new and ignorant.
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