Fire in the Dark
Thread Topic: Fire in the Dark
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the fireworks are done, now i’m gonna go home and … cry? idfk man. just … go home, ig. i’ll do whatever makes me feel better
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maybe i’ll go play mc
i don’t know anymore. i’m so f—king done. i just wanna go home and chill. i don’t have the energy to draw, so maybe i’ll just play mc. cobblemon, abyss, idk -
they’re staying the night with their f---ing girlfriend. i’m here alone. i hate them. i hate them. i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them o hate them i hate them i hate them
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i relapsed and now i’m just shaking and crying. i can’t f—king do this anymore. the meds don’t work, a small insignificant thing means a large f—king fight, and i’m in a house with two adults who are not my family. i cannot do this. it’s too much. i cannot keep doing this. i’m just going spiral worse and worse and worse. i hate myself, i hate them, i hate their f—king girlfriend. i can’t do this anymore. i’m done. i’m so f—king done. i’m so overwhelmed, and anxious, and just … done
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i don’t know what to do. i can’t stop shaking
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maybe i’ll try to play mc again. i can’t sleep
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i need to eat but i’m too scared to actually get something. maybe i’ll eat tomorrow.
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the fact that they break up and now everyone is at my throat is destroying me. they want to destroy me. but if my paranoia actually gets to me, there won’t be a second chance for me. i need to calm down.
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doing a senior significant amount better, but i’m still anxious. i’m trying to keep my mind off of it, because they are all just lies. i’ll be okay. in due time
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i feel so small and weak. everything seems to go wrong. crystal is going over to daniel’s today, the person who started all my problems. he’s a liar and a f**king b**ch. i don’t like him, not anymore. he’s a horrible person who will never be punished for his own problems when he can call out other people. i hate them all. they are going to get away with this. they are going to be proud of ruining a kid’s life. i hate it all. i don’t even know what to do.
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