Okay the one thing I don't understand is why people think it's okay to bully me when I say I like something. Sometimes I feel like people don't actually like me. I feel like people sometimes fake friendships, and I hate that feeling.
Heh. Some people just don't care about life. If they were to die right now, they could care less. Me? I'm concerned that if I die now, I'd go to hell, or drift aimlessly through an empty void with thousands of other lost souls. I don't want that to happen. I want to spend time with my family after I die. I want to have someone to love. I want someone to love me.
ā¦.I will stop now. But I will tell yāall something that I have told someone else. Donāt give up. There may seem like there is no love or hope, but if there really wasnāt, why would we feel like trying! Keep going and donāt give up. But what do I know, Iām just a 14 year old.
I mean that I don't have one specific gender. I switch between male and female. I have OCD, some weird psychosis and ADHD. I feel like I have split personalities sometimes.
If you don't accept LGBTQ+ then don't worry about it. But this is my venting thread and since I don't know you, I'd like it if you would leave me alone here.
Stupid, stupid, stupid. I want muffins. Thankfully my stepmother is making some. But not after she forced me to exercise for almost 2 hours straight for a stupid class. I want chocolate muffins.
