DILLIGAF

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Thread Topic: DILLIGAF

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    Dark22978 Expert
    I don't know how I'm going to survive having a job when I'm like this, but the overwhelming fear of debt and financial problems is always on the back of my mind. Always. I feel guilty when I pick up a snack off of the shelf, or when I ask for a brand that's an extra $2-4 dollars because it's "better." I have a lot of breakdowns over the self awareness of our situation. And when my grandfather hounds me on getting a job, I feel like I'm useless and that I will never amount to much of anything in this family. I'm so broken that I can't do a basic function like calling someone on the phone to ask about job opportunities.
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    Dark22978 Expert
    I feel bad that y'all have to continuously deal with my bs, too
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    Dark22978 Expert
    Oh s---, you got caught on the other page 😭 sorry homie
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    RelevantNerdist Advanced
    Sounds to me like you need a good ol nap
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    Dark22978 Expert
    I really do, but my brain is pumping out a lot of thoughts and emotions all at once. I'm not sure if it'll work out for me or not
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    RelevantNerdist Advanced
    Well then frick i know what thats like
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    Dark22978 Expert
    There's also a lot more sad than happy on all of my social media and it's making me really sad
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    Dark22978 Expert
    I'm going to try to nap and stop reading all of this upsetting garbage. Thank you for being here for me
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    RelevantNerdist Advanced
    Anytime :)
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    Dark22978 Expert
    @RP partners: I'll do my best to respond today. I'm really sorry that I've left most of you hanging.
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    Dark22978 Expert
    I'm so f---ing lonely
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    ICE_CUBE97 Advanced
    Get Tinder.
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    Dark22978 Expert
    If that was in reference to something that's been said earlier, I'd rather not talk about it/poke fun at it.

    But if that was a legitimate suggestion, two things:
    1. I have a few months before I can technically make use of that.. ^^'
    2. I'm too insecure to go out on dates w/people I've never met before (or at all) and I'm pretty s---ty at conversations
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    Dark22978 Expert
    V bought me MORE things wth
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    Dark22978 Expert
    So if I make an OC based off of Swain ..

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