New thread, new me.
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Thread Topic: New thread, new me.
I feel better now
I had a lot of fun despite being ignored
I'm sorry my mood swings are w a c k
boss_baby NewbieHere it is
my grandma really out here being like "omg you're so strong"
ily but that's a lie
i got it quite easy
im just really weak and let unimportant things get to me
it honestly isn't as bad as my mind makes it seem
im quite lucky tbh
the things i went through were mild at best
I'm just really w e a k
and i feel really bad when you say im strong because thats an insult to strong people
most people have been through "big t's" but that's not me
Jeffery Epstein did not kill himself
Me: I'm sorry I haven't been acting like myself lately
Also me: *continues to act not like myself*
I think I've been too attached and an a--hole to a very good friend of mine unintentionally but I'm too scared that if I bring it up that I might lose them.
It's just I've been so stressed and my brain is in knots and I don't think because thinking is stress so then I say something that can come off as being rude and I feel bad about it for hours even though I know my intent wasn't to be rude and I don't want to stress them out by telling them every thing that is wrong. Like I told them a tad but then I changed the subject because I was uncomfortable
I honestly dont deserve them they can do so much better but I dont want to lose them because I can barely stop texting them because they're just so great
Jrbdow iij r e dks inch ecueiw
I radiate very toxic energy and I hate it
I have a lot of trouble when it comes to attachment
I'm so scared of being alone I go to bed at 9pm the latest so I don't have to be by myself when everyone wants to just chill out and have time to themselves
It's hard for me to even listen to music for long periods of time because I'm by myself
And when I get stressed I tend to isolate myself in my room but text people which makes everything worse
So I decided that after the holidays I'm bringing myself to a mental hospital
I've already talked it over with my grandma
I need to get my head straight
Roboticlus Prime SeniorFeel better, my friend.
S_E_ SeniorLove you
Aw thanks guys💜💜
I love you all too
Why do they only give you two rock candy sticks in a pack
I need m o r e
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