New thread, new me.

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Thread Topic: New thread, new me.

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    Paige_ Senior
    I feel better now
    I had a lot of fun despite being ignored

    I'm sorry my mood swings are w a c k
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    boss_baby Newbie
    Here it is
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    Paige_ Senior
    my grandma really out here being like "omg you're so strong"

    n o

    ily but that's a lie
    i got it quite easy

    im just really weak and let unimportant things get to me
    it honestly isn't as bad as my mind makes it seem

    im quite lucky tbh
    the things i went through were mild at best
    I'm just really w e a k
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    Paige_ Senior
    and i feel really bad when you say im strong because thats an insult to strong people

    most people have been through "big t's" but that's not me
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    Paige_ Senior
    Jeffery Epstein did not kill himself
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    Paige_ Senior
    Me: I'm sorry I haven't been acting like myself lately
    Also me: *continues to act not like myself*
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    Paige_ Senior
    I think I've been too attached and an a--hole to a very good friend of mine unintentionally but I'm too scared that if I bring it up that I might lose them.

    It's just I've been so stressed and my brain is in knots and I don't think because thinking is stress so then I say something that can come off as being rude and I feel bad about it for hours even though I know my intent wasn't to be rude and I don't want to stress them out by telling them every thing that is wrong. Like I told them a tad but then I changed the subject because I was uncomfortable

    I honestly dont deserve them they can do so much better but I dont want to lose them because I can barely stop texting them because they're just so great

    Jrbdow iij r e dks inch ecueiw
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    Paige_ Senior
    I radiate very toxic energy and I hate it
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    Paige_ Senior
    I have a lot of trouble when it comes to attachment
    I'm so scared of being alone I go to bed at 9pm the latest so I don't have to be by myself when everyone wants to just chill out and have time to themselves
    It's hard for me to even listen to music for long periods of time because I'm by myself
    And when I get stressed I tend to isolate myself in my room but text people which makes everything worse
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    Paige_ Senior
    So I decided that after the holidays I'm bringing myself to a mental hospital
    I've already talked it over with my grandma
    I need to get my head straight
  • *hugs*
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    Feel better, my friend.
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    S_E_ Senior
    Love you
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    Paige_ Senior
    Aw thanks guys💜💜

    I love you all too
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    Paige_ Senior
    Why do they only give you two rock candy sticks in a pack

    I need m o r e

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