I'm going to the aquarium on a field trip in what was my favorite class and I could barely wake up this morning because I'm dreading it, and I guess it showed because my grandma asked what was wrong and when i told her she's gonna get mad at me and told me she cares how I feel. After I told her she screamed at me, told me how horrible I am, then refused to talk to me.
My IEP meeting is today.
And honestly I think I'm going to drop out
I kinda want to talk about this to my friends but I don't think this is something they want to see. So I'm gonna explode here
Speaking of friends
I honestly don't even know what to do anymore. I feel like they'll just ignore me and think I'm emo if I confide in them in anything. I feel they only will talk to me when I act more loud and carefree. So why don't they talk to me when we leave school? I thought I was doing what they wanted. And I'm like falling apart and I'm about to scream