New thread, new me.
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Thread Topic: New thread, new me.
I think I've been too attached and an a--hole to a very good friend of mine unintentionally but I'm too scared that if I bring it up that I might lose them.
It's just I've been so stressed and my brain is in knots and I don't think because thinking is stress so then I say something that can come off as being rude and I feel bad about it for hours even though I know my intent wasn't to be rude and I don't want to stress them out by telling them every thing that is wrong. Like I told them a tad but then I changed the subject because I was uncomfortable
I honestly dont deserve them they can do so much better but I dont want to lose them because I can barely stop texting them because they're just so great
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I radiate very toxic energy and I hate it
I have a lot of trouble when it comes to attachment
I'm so scared of being alone I go to bed at 9pm the latest so I don't have to be by myself when everyone wants to just chill out and have time to themselves
It's hard for me to even listen to music for long periods of time because I'm by myself
And when I get stressed I tend to isolate myself in my room but text people which makes everything worse
So I decided that after the holidays I'm bringing myself to a mental hospital
I've already talked it over with my grandma
I need to get my head straight
Roboticlus Prime SeniorFeel better, my friend.
S_E_ SeniorLove you
Aw thanks guys💜💜
I love you all too
Why do they only give you two rock candy sticks in a pack
I need m o r e
yo i vibe w everything you talked about. i know this doesn't like, help you a lot, but you aren't alone. i used to be so clingy towards 2 of my friends. kind of ruined the friendship but i chose not to stop myself.. 😬
it's better to be honest about your feelings w your friend rather than hide them. i wish i could say everything would work out, but i can't promise you that. sometimes people can't handle the truth, and sometimes it does ruin relationships. but that's OKAY! not every friendship will work out, and when you're in a rut, it just makes it that much harder. but if they're meant to be in your life, they'll still be there at the end of the day.
i hope that the mental institution helps you feel better, but just remember that you aren't weird or a burden or anything like that. sometimes we have tendencies that can't be controlled on our own. and the first step to getting better is admitting that something isn't right— the next one is actually getting help. so you're doing what you can, and i am proud of you for trying to get back on track.
Aw ily dark❤
no i love YOU homie
Nooo too much love. Hate you all
No you boo
That's not true bby
Yes. Omg hi page I haven't seen you for ages!!
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