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"all right here we go again probably gonna be depressed again in no time but that doesn't matter"

"*sigh* ok welp it ain't over yet but the one thing I can't do is give up I'm not gonna be perfect, but finishing is the most imp"

"ok you know what, screw it Screw. It. I'm not a quitter. I'm not a failure. I'm not a loser. I'm not any of those things. I got"

"So I messed up. I've messed up a lot lately. I've been sucking pretty bad. Some of it's my fault, some of it isn't. But what's happened has ..."

"this is a battle though. I need to keep fighting. That was the difference between the self I loved and the self I hated. I was a fighter. I ..."

"I'm the odd one out everywhere. I'm the black sheep of every group. I'm messed up and neurotic and so many things are wrong with me for no r..."

"no no no no no this isn't good my anxiety is through the roof rn I'm gonna flunk this assignment I'm letting absolutely ev"

"well anyway ig that's all for now I'll just turn on some music and try to get crackin"

"well idk life doesn't really allow me to focus on my mental state rn so I guess I should just push it to the back burner for now "

"so I guess my problem is that I don't have any hope or joy in life. I've lost my spark. But idk how to get it back. I've been running on fum..."

"all my friends are long distance the people I live with are toxic I have D and D and that's it school isn't going well"

"I just wish I could find a "however" to all this. It used to be that I just loved life for the sake of life and that was enough to keep me g..."

"also my teeth really hurt because I've been eating trash lately and I have a dentist appt coming up so they're gonna kill me -_-"

"probably what I need most is accountability and support from other people, but I can't really ask that from people..... they already do enou..."

"listening to music has really really helped though, but it's not quite enough. I'm still just flat and dead inside and idk how to fix it"