ill get over it. Idk why I feel so guilty right now. I guess because he was actually a good worker. but his attitude and disrespect was wack. I just feel the same guilt I've felt and still felt about Sarah way back when I was still at my first job.
im petty and just ruthless and heartless and "morbid". then im gushy, nice, compassionate the next. well which one am I? I myself don't know anymore. I don't know which side of me I prefer because the dark side of me is what helps me keep going. I don't get hurt. but I also don't want feel like a monster that isn't capable of feeling anything.