TheColdestSun, I know you don't like me very much... but I'm sorry I yelled at you so much, no one deserves something as horrible as that. You probably wish I was never on GTQ in the first place so you don't have to keep deleting my posts, and I swear I'll never post something that has to be deleted ever again in my life. I swear I will never call you anything that you don't deserve to be called, because you're just some innocent person who doesn't deserve to have to get on here everyday just to see that I'm in another argument with someone. You mods have to take care of the whole site, and you all are very important people, and you shouldn't have to worry about someone like me being an a--hole to everyone on GTQ everyday of my life. Yes, I admit that I am a b---- who does not deserve to be here. And I'm sorry. You don't have to accept or respond to this. I doubt you even care. But please. I am really, truly sorry.
The best apology is changed behavior. I'm not here to hinder you, and I don't hate you. I don't expect anything more from you than basic respect, and if you give me that, I'll give it back to you. Don't tell me you're sorry. Show me.
I feel the same way sometimes. Actually, a lot. But in the end I am (usually) grateful for the chance to live, for every breath I take. I hope you feel the same way in the morning, or even in a few days. You probably don't want my pity, but I'm trying to be nice.