just knowing that I'm an unnoticed artist
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Thread Topic: just knowing that I'm an unnoticed artist
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just makes me sad
I actually wanted to do big things in my life and get noticed!
but nah life is so weird so it's not gonna be like that
just shove all the pills and fill your lungs with smoke and alcohol until you find the bliss of ignorance and find yourself in a world of trippy surrealism
because it's not like there's any hope for the present or future
I'm dumb, and my teacher was right
I'm like talking to a wall
But at least the wall listens?
meh -
I'll listen
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Wall is a very good listener
Hes also fluent in many languages -
Why is it that when you talk about something sad or whatever, you make it into a poem lol
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I'm not making sense
but walls can't make sense anyways
Why do I bother?
i should just not care for others any more
haha already doing that
they never cared for me to begin with
I'll just lay back and get as stoned as I need to
and maybe I should just fall down the earth
like Alice
and never to be seen again
even if it was a stupid dream
I hate dreams
It fools you to believe that things got better.
should have seen me today
I was so angry for no reason
I felt like I was flipping out at everyone all the time
I felt sad
and worthless
but at least I'm fully aware of myself now
who cares about little old me anyways
just act like a cowardly depraved piece of trash and lay around
just with that stupid little hope again
haha
waiting for people to talk to you and listen
haHAHA
you're funny
no?
I'm funny
just finally become peer pressure's b---- you faggot and just follow everyone
do it
I have no response
because that is me
how sadder can this get
nobody wanrs to talk to you
nobody wants to be near you
but it's always you following everyone like a lost puppy
do me a favor and just quit going to school and fail everything
but me is you -
idk
art or anything really like the blabbering I'm doing now just makes me zone out a bit from everything and let's me focus on that one thing
but whenever I just leave it's all back again -
Not trying to be dismissive of your feelings, and I fully respect those feelings and wish no harm upon you when I say this, but Charity's right
You sound kind of emo and try to keep really literate when you're upset
And sometimes when you get all mushy and shove those big words together it's kinda obvious that you really don't have a full comprehension of what you're saying
so -
*be really literate
not keep -
but why is it that you're concerned with every little thing I say or do lol
it has nothing to do with you
you're not in the subject -
Fine. I'm never talking about my thoughts and feelings no more. It doesn't matter anyways. Never speak or do anything again. No, I get it. It's fine.
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it's automatically everybody's business having access to the forums if you decide to post it here. you're posting it in public and so you're asking the public to respond, no?
so you can't really tell me to stop and/or that it isnt my business when you're posting it for all to see, see? because then it becomes my business
so
yea
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