Why?
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Thread Topic: Why?
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I used to not care about what people thought of me. But bow your guys' opinions consume me and it's pathetic. How did I start caring? Why do I care? Why can't I stop? How can I stop? It's causing me so much stress. Sometimes it doesn't even help to uphold such a good self-image. I'm still "hella annoying".
I admire you guys that just go with the flow. You don't care, you're just chill. I want to be like that. I'm...sorry that I'm this way. Most of you will be like, "But you're such a good person!", but no, that's just the way I perceive myself to make me seem like a better person that I am.
I'm a loser. I'm depressed, anti-social, pessimistic, stressful, paranoid. I want that to change. I want my the tension in my life to go away. I want to be happy again. I don't care anymore. I want help. I need help. As much as I push it away and just be all like, "Nah, it'll get better with time", the worse the situation will get. I'm... ready. I'm ready to take medicine or do what I need to do to be happy again. It'll be long, yes, but I won't have to worry all the time or be anxious or depressed anymore. The reward is worth the legwork, as,they say.
Actually, no, I've never heard someone say that. -
I wish I could help somehow. ..
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My ultimate goal is acceptance. I want to be loves by you guys. But I just can't stop, even if the majority of you guys love me anyway. Why?
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The concern is appreciated.
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I completely understand, Br0wnies. I feel like that too, quite a lot actually.
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I can only agree deeply with this ;v;
If you ever wanna talk, kik me. I have some thoughts just like you and I understand completely where you're going. While I can't really respond to this thread with a big post like I usually do, I'll offer any help I can give. -
What Dark said except for the kik thing I don't have that
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Thank you, both.
And Dark, I've got some time. If you don't mind right now? -
Being accepted by majority and society is the worst thing to do. Be yourself and make your own choices. Don't worry about what others think about you.
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I can't change by the snap of a finger, though. It's much more complicated than the unoriginal, society-based couple of words you just threw at me. I have to take time and effort to climb out of the whole it took time and effort just to dig. Come on, now.
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*hole, not whole
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Thank you for the unattractive man.
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Yeah, just kik me.
And actually I agree a bit with what bby said, it's better to be yourself and chase who will chase you back. -
but
Fiat Frost is so damn sexy
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