Tired eyes, barely open. Crippled by, a promise broken.
Thread Topic: Tired eyes, barely open. Crippled by, a promise broken.
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Maybe now that I've been freaking out about this for a hour and a half with enough intensity I was also worrying about having a stroke, maybe I'm exhausted enough now to sleep now even with the thoughts trying to keep me from said sleep
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Can't believe I hadn't posted here in these troubled times.
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Hurts to know that no matter what I do, things will never be okay
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The hope is always made of lies.
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are you all right?
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Alex3000, Nice rhyming scheme. Do you need a hug?
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I agree with her: )
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I, I thought that maybe I was out of the storm. Maybe I am and this is just a final gust of wind. But there's this feeling of dread, a feeling that it's not going to stop, that there's no turning this around, that I'm on an avalanche to hell and if I don't get buried and frozen along the way then when I think I'm finally out I'll get burned. That this is the eye of the storm and the other side is just as bad if not worse. That life is throwing me a bone just so that it can take it away. That's what it always does. That's what it's been doing ever since I could understand that that was what was happening.
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Sorry, I didn't mean to ignore y'all. Didn't realize until now there were posts in here, I hadn't reloaded the page so I didn't see them when I posted before.
I'm not really alright, no. Haven't been for many years at this point. But don't worry about me. I'll be fine someday, one way or another.
Rhyming scheme? What specifically are you referring to? A hug would be nice. -
Tired eyes, barely open. Crippled by, a promise broken.
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Oh. That's from a Starset song called Down With The Fallen. I just thought it appropriate given my, history and, self, I guess.
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It sounds like a good song, I'll have to listen to it some time. How are you holding up?
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It is quite a good one.
Ehhh...I'm not holding up particularly well right now, a lot is happening right now, way too much if I'm being honest, and a lot of the stuff driving these changes aren't very good things. I hope good can come out of all this, and some of the things I think will lead to good change, but there are others I struggle to see any possible benefit from. -
Sometimes I wonder if I'm permanently broken.
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Ur not permanently broken, just calm down. I understand how change can be HORRIBLE, but just wait and hopefully it all pans out.
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