Yeah that thread
Thread Topic: Yeah that thread
He shouldn't scare you like that, yeah >:0
But yeah, it's all figured out now
What's wrong? D:
Just haven't been in the happiest mood
Plus my throat hurts
*hugs* I hope you get better and feel better soon :3
I found out today that a family friend died last night.
She meant a lot to me, she watched me grow up.
So now I have to deal with that, and plus my mom and grandma having cancer, and helping my dad with his business.
I hadn't reacted to her death yet, so I thought I was ok to go to work
Except I broke down crying while I was there
The others there sort of just let me be.
We were really busy and they probably needed me up front, but I was in no state to go help them, which I felt a little bad about, but I just stayed in the back doing things like fries and cornbread and dishes and things like that so I was at least still of some use
And one of the people was worried I was crying about something she did and so I told her what it actually was and you could just see the pity in her eyes
I wouldn't let them send me home
I stopped crying like half an hour later.
I've got so much to deal with and I don't know what to do
My mom has stage 3 cancer, and so does my grandma
Family friend died last night
Helping out with my dad's business
And on top of that I have to juggle school and a job.
It's so strange to see my mom...I don't know
She forgets things a ton more. She'll sometimes repeat something she just said four times more
Also she doesn't have very much endurance/stamina/whatever you call it. Today we went to two stores today for not very long,and then we went to a third. We weren't there for five minutes until she said she needed to go home.
And she had to lean her weight on me from there to the car and then from the car to the couch, and then I had to make her something to eat.
*hugs* Tat, I'm so sorry
And I'm just curled.up in my bed trying not to cry again
Spice, you don't have to be
The friend who died was absolutely wonderful
And her death was so.unexpected
We'd go to her and her husband's house for swimming
She'd always sneak me candy at church.
She also gave me 'jingle socks' (socks with beads sewn on)
And so much more.
She literally watched me grow up
I can't believe she's gone
June_Roses ExperiencedI'm so sorry this happened Tat.
I wish I could hug you through the screen right now.
Everything will get better. I promise.
My mom's going to be starting a new kind of chemo.sometime soon that will be less taxing on her
But it causes neurosomething, something about a lot of nerve damage
Like she'll sometimes not be able to feel anything except numbness and tingling, or she'll reach for something and she gets a stabbing pain or something.
I don't know if it'll go away after she's done with that chemo or if it'll stay
But nerve damage is nerve damage.
But nerves can heal, right?
I don't want her to have to have this for the rest of her life
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