Yeah that thread
Thread Topic: Yeah that thread
That's good :D
I realized that I haven't asked you how you've been in a long time ;-;
How are ya?
I'm good, just braindead and stressed, I guess
You could also try doing a few more things. It’s good to be average in a lot of things, even if you are trying. I’m not saying make yourself dumb or average, but it’s alright not to be good at something
Dude I've got a full schedule already lol
I usually get rid of some activities in my schedule to make room for new things I wanna try
Oh great this stuff is even affecting my music too.
Like I can't do my school work
My reading is so slow, seventy-five percent slower
And then, you know, actually comprehending the words I'm reading, when it's not that hard
I can't do my music
I keep forgetting little things
I can't concentrate at all
I have no motivation to do anything
Like the only thing I can do is draw. I'm trying to do that to get myself to concentrate on what I need to do, but it either doesn't work and I just want to draw again, or I get so caught up in actually being able to do something that I forget I had stuff to do in the first place.
My mom says it's the shock/stress from my dad starting his business, my grandma getting cancer, and then my mom getting diabetes and cancer, all in the span of a few months.
I mean, it kinda makes sense?
I'm just completely void of any emotions
They say it's going to come out soon enough
Except this is how I always respond to bad news. I'm just emotionless and make myself sound concerned or whatever
And those things still haven't come out
So why are they so confident that this time it will?
I hope your dad does well in his business, I hope your grandma is doing well, and best wishes for your mom 💛
I'll pray for all of them, Tat <3
I just saw this, thanks
My mom figured out that I'm depressed.
We don't know if it's just situational depression or depression depression.
The past two years haven't really been the best for me
Depression runs deep in my mom's side of the family, a lot of it is chronic, and my mom's pretty sure it runs in my dad's side too but they never get treated for it
So my mom knows the symptoms pretty well.
She said, situational or not, it's getting severe
I'm overhearing a conversation my parents are having about it
My mom looked up a bunch of symptoms and a bunch described what I've been doing and been going through and stuff, some even happening for as long as I can remember
They think I should go see someone about it.
I don't know why I'm going on and on about this. I guess I just never thought that I'd have some sort of mental illness whether it be large or small.
Crossing my fingers and hoping it's just situational
I find it funny how you cross your fingers to sneak a lie but it's also a sign of hope
That really sucks to hear, I hope it isn't really serious :(
I'm here to support you no matter what 💛
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