*sigh* here goes.nothing
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Likeaboss Novice
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Likeaboss NoviceStupid blank post. Wait a minute for me to say mu story
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Likeaboss NoviceI tell everyone that I have never had a boyfriend, but really I have. He was smart, handsome, and just what I wanted. We had been dating for four years an one day, he just gives up on everything. He killef himself :( He wrote a note to me and I will quote exactly what it says:
To my sweet sweet April. I'm sorry to leave you like this. We had these dreams of growing up and growing old together, but dreams are hard to succeed when things are pushing ypu down. I have tried yo tell you time and time again how terribly depressed I was inside but I knew that if I did you would try to help. Whenever you help others you take their feelings and put it on your own shoulder and I just couldn't do that to you. You are the best girlfriend ever. Don't blame this at all on yourself because it wasn't you. I love you so much and I hope when we reunite in heaven years from now that you will have forgiven me. Enjoy your life and tell people when something is wrong, don't hold it in.
I love you,
Thomas
I do blame myself though... I found this note a couple days ago and every time I read it, I see his face. I hear his voice. I feel his arms wrapped around me trying to comfort me, while I should have been comforting him. Seeong evetyone so sad is heartvreaking. Any sad person I will do my best to heal, but as Thomas said, I take it to myself. Thank you for reading this. It felt good to tell someone. I'm not asking for sympathy either, I just want to get it out of me. -
Violet Wilde NewbieI'm so sorry. That's so sad. I'm just glad you're listening to him.
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im sorry april...
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Likeaboss NoviceYeah. I owe it to him. Though he told me it isn't my fault I still believe it is. My step dad didn't like Thomas so he told me Thomas was a worthless peice of crap anyway... Hmph... Thomas was the single thing that made mereally enjoy life.
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I'm so sorry. . .
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I'm sorry. I can truly relate. I couldn't fin my sister one day, I had look everywhere. When I walked into her closet and saw her on the ground next to an empty pill bottle, I thought that she was gone. I thank god everyday tha she is still here.
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Likeaboss NoviceI'm sorry Samantha Thank God she is alive though
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I know. But you should at least be thankful that it wasn't someone you have known and loved for your whole life, because that's when s--- gets real.
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I know s--- already did get real, but when it's your romodel, shut gets RRRREEEAAALLL!!
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Likeaboss NoviceYea
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GopherChris NewbieS--- I feel like a major a-- right now! I'm sorry about the whole flirting thing I've been doing. D---it I am an idiot!
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D': I started crying when I read that. And I don't even know why.
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Likeaboss NoviceMegan- It means one of the followindg:
a.) something inside of you just wanted to cry an took the chance just then
b.) you can relate in some way
c.) you are just in the mood to cry
Chris- Don't say that! You are amazing. I was going to tell you but I just couldn't. I liked the flirting actually. It made me feel important in someones life...
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