Ouch.
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Thread Topic: Ouch.
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Lana, please don't cut. Instead of hurting yourself, go write. Get your emotions out through your poetry, though your stories, though soaping.
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Aw, Lana. Please, don't do that again. I don't want to say that you worry me, because I know you don't want that, but you are. I understand the wanting...but your more powerful then that. You can overcome it. Find something else to get your emotions through. Write, sing, anything.
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I wasn't thinking clearly. Everything hit me at once and I just lost it. That's what I've been doing. I know how to channel the emotions... I just didn't think. I promised myself I'd never do this again. The first time was (almost) an accident... I'm just so emotionally empty now. I've been writing like no tomorrow, and soaping... No one really sticks with them with me any more, and I don't have the energy to push anymore. I'm just counting down the days until I can just breathe easily and not have to worry so much about others that I lose myself. I give too much, and then I get this way. Empty.
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And lately, I feel like I've just been hurting everyone and everything I touch. So why not hurt myself? Give myself a dose of the pain I've been causing you all... Especially you, Ozze. I don't like it when others hurt, and I want to take that pain away. I don't know. I just don't any more.
I can't handle the stress of life and this site... I can't handle people. That's the bottom line. I really wasn't cut out for this. -
Lana... Please... Don't do it again and become addicted like I did...
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It's not fair for people to put that much on you, Lana.
Besides, if it all hits you, you don't need to cut. Crying works too. -
You don't need or deserve this, Lana. Please...try something else.
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That's the problem. I haven't been able to cry. I've gotten on the brink of tears and then nothing... I wasn't planning this. I was just sitting down one second and hurting the next. I really don't remember much. I'm not going to do it again. I know that's what I said last time, but I mean it.
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Good. You shouldn't cut. Nobody should.
If you ever feel the need to, though, we're here. Talk to us and we'll talk you out of it.
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