I've been sitting her for twenty minutes trying to conjure
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Thread Topic: I've been sitting her for twenty minutes trying to conjure
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Lately, I don't know why I've bothered to stick around for so long. It's evident that I can only relate to few people on here, and half of the people I genuinely enjoy talking to are never online when I am. It's getting quite horrible, seeing as I used to love this place so much. Now I have to do this routinely; I have to sit in front of my computer and wonder about what the hell I can say to you guys. I meant to leave back in June, but then all hell broke loose and I didn't have the energy or the time to explain why or even write a decent goodbye. That hell is still running wild and free, beating away at me, but maybe it is my time to go. I don't know. Don't get me wrong, some of you are wonderful people who I wholeheartedly enjoy talking to and being around... Some of you. I just don't know where this leaves me at this point.
Aha. So I found out what I was going to say to you guys. I know you won't like it. That's partially why I've been putting it off. I don't know any more, I guess, is my final conclusion. I just don't. -
You are an interesting person.
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Lana if you go, I will track you the hell down and persecute you with a glock.
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Alana, I've been trying my hardest to make friends with you. I see you as a great person. I honestly hope you won't leave.
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I'll help Ozze with that.
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Lana, please don't leave.. It would be so different without you here. Your one of my insanely close friends, I'd start cutting again if you left.. We have so many memories, I hope we can have more, but I can't let you go. If you go, I'll probably stop sneaking behind Michael's back and leave GTQ like I'm supposed to do.
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Thank you, I think.
Quite honestly, I know you wouldn't. No offence, but I'm pretty sure I'm done with this place. I did my time, took my chances, and now just about all of the sand has reached the bottom of the hour glass for me. It's the people that make the place, and honestly, this place has become a nightmare for me. I have to constantly scrounge around for material in my mind to put out for you guys, and it's too much. I'm tired of worrying about other peoples' opinions and how I might offend some of you. It's gotten to the point where, yeah, I like some of you, but a vast majority of the people on here are just morons. I've always been like this, though. Antisocial, I mean. I've never had a desire to interact with people. I like helping and solving problems, granted the opportunity, but very rarely do I tend to strike up conversation. That's my main issue. I have absolutely no desire to make new friends and the upkeep of relationships on here and in life outside of here has become a heavy burden. I wasn't cut out for a social life. I'm meant to live in seclusion, writing away in my notebooks and publishing my books. Writing and music are my voice. I really don't feel like I'm obligated to have another one. -
s---, Tori, don't say things like that. Please.
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you're right. I never had the chance to talk to you, but good luck.
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Alana I've rarely talked to you but please dont leave...
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Lana... Josephine... you can't just do that. You have me half on the brink of suicide with you just talking about it.
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Alana, GTQ is getting more respectful. Yu help this place stay cleaner
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Lana, if you leave I seriously don't know what I would do. You're one of my closest and most trusted friends here. Just please..
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Honestly? I feel like that a lot of the time too Alana, I feel like most people here are difficult to talk to and....can't really match up intelligently. The only way I've been able to say things is that I don't give two s---s who I offend.
It'd honestly really suck if you left, Alana, but it is your choice. I'll deeply miss you.
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I'm not kidding.
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