woah
Thread Topic: woah
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DUDE THIS SONG IS FIRE
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THANK YOU SO MUCH IM SO EXCITED TO FINISH IT I JUST NEED TO ADD ONE MORE VERSE TO THE BEGINNING
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i need to sleep but i can’t😔
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awww wow gee
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he’s really sweet i don’t want to mess our friendship up, i’m trying to be the best friend i am to him and we been talking every day 3 months
i think i might be starting to get feelings and it does suck a bit but im tryna keep my focus on work
i don’t want a relationship at all so im not sure why these feelings come😭 i’d be too paranoid in one, at first starting and keeping a friendship was hard for me because it’s difficult allowing myself to be myself around people without getting scared
he been kind though and he’s the first person i feel like i can honestly be myself with and im not constantly acting performatively with in 3 years
also i like how he doesn’t lean on me as his main mental support but i am always available -
and i know it’s not just limerence and wanting reciprocation because it doesn’t feel like im prying things out of him, he just tells me random things lol😭
i think i yap too much sometimes but i like how he’s patient with it and yaps back -
lowkey i don’t understand people who are comfortable jumping into dates and all that jazz with strangers, or they jump from person to person in relationships
i need to be close friends with someone first before i start caring for them more deeply in that manner, just the idea of talking to strangers makes me uncomfortable -
oh i forgot to mention oops😭! we went down to arizona and it was SO COOL, we saw sedona and phoenix and vegas in nevada there were so many cacti and they were absolutely GIGANTIC, and i found a giant black scarab that lowkey scared the ghosts out of me after he popped out from the sand it was horrifying😼
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i haven’t had time to draw or skate much it was kinda embarrassing at the skate park down there after i’d gone 3 full days without skating😔 the folks were rad they were so nice but it was kinda scary when most of them been skating 5-30 years hitting some crazy tricks and most i can do is inconsistent ollies and like 220 kickturns but i just gotta practice more
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the bowl especially was terrifying, it was one of those super deep ones and i could hardly dip in without psyching myself out meanwhile skate tarzan over here climbing walls with his board and hitting stunts
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it’s 4 am i should probably be headed to sleep but😭 im procrastinating sleep here
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what’s funny is i just told him like 4 hours ago to go to bed and here i am
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i am fantastic with my time (lie)
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i think the best part about all of this is just having someone to talk to
i think we really undermine just how much value the people in our lives hold and without any of that things wouldn’t be very pleasant, at least not as much as their presence brings
of course being alone is a great thing but i believe how our brains reflect isolation with cognitive decline also reflects the importance of connection -
sometimes i’m scared of leaning on people because im afraid they might step back, but if i never take that risk when its necessary then i will never develop a deeper relationship with people
people like to feel needed in relationships and if that can’t be fulfilled i’m just afraid i might lose someone
i’ve been working on it and having stable friends has been helping me a lot, but i don’t share much of my personal life with them
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