woah
Thread Topic: woah
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but also i say that less than two weeks in so we’ll see LOL
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it gives me something to wake up excited for and i think that’s a very important thing to have.
i have no problem staying disciplined balancing all of my other hobbies with art and music and stuff, but when it’s only using one part of my brain and im having to think all the time even on days i don’t want to think and just want to feel, i get burned out quick and then i get episodes where i feel worthless as a person and worthless with whatever im doing. i always need to feel productive somewhere and if im not productive then i feel like im failing myself
it’s not out of hate or anything, i love myself and i want myself to do good so i try and push myself the best i can. i just really don’t like breaks at all and so i lean away from them because i understand that about myself
i have had other physical hobbies too but they felt more like a chore than something i genuinely looked forward to in a day -
i really live for the excitement of discovering new things, it’s such a great feeling to sleep and wake up to
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i can’t wait for retirement💔
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i also feel having 2 years with nothing but empty free time has forced me to manage my time a lot better and to try lots of new things that benefit now, even if i didn’t manage it so great back then
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the more i yap the more words looks like cave language
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money’s such a problem dawg i want to buy so many new things right now😔 i wanted to get an electric guitar and get back into learning guitar with a chiller sound and i also wanted to buy some drums to learn those aswell because ive always loved drums
i wanted to buy some paint markers/pens (im not sure what you call them but they’re those posca ones) and other materials for lettering + other art but traditional art is so expensive when you’re on a tight budget
i also wanted to buy a console to spend more time with family and just for fun in general, but i just bought the skateboard 2 weeks ago and it was expensive😭😭 looking back if i could reorder i would go on facebook marketplace or craigslist and find a shredded skateboard with good quality parts that’s broken in and still works
but of course these are all wants and not needs, it’s one reason I’ve been so excited to get back into my job over the summer so i can start saving again and buy one of these
i was going for the guitar -
march winds and april showers bring forth to may flowers and june bugs
that’s so goofy but it’s been so true the winds have been horrendous and it’s just starting to shower going into april soon -
i remember coming on here and thinking everyone on the recent posts was a gtq celebrity because i thought it was like an honorary page or something LOL😭
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the rain will never stop me from using my board the bugs won’t either i don’t care
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also at the skate park this dude that was throwing crazy kick flips and tre flips, he ollied pivoted and popped off a couple rails and grinded ledges and a bunch of other tricks i dont know since i dont much and had zero problem doing any high ollies. it was insane
i was in awe because there i was just struggling to get a basic stationary ollie down😭😭💔🙏 i been tryna practice but it been tough, especially sliding the nose up with the front foot
anyway near the end when i was about to leave i took a sesh getting comfortable with the ramps and going down several big ones and practicing balance. he told me i was pretty good when i rode by him and i was surprised because im definitely not LOL, i told him id just started two weeks ago but had been practicing a lot and asked him how long he’d been skating. he said 30 years. i said that’s dedication and asked him if he had any tips for getting an ollie down since id been struggling with it a lot
he said to get shoes with flatter soles since my chucks were fairly high, and i agreed with him it could be a bit difficult to drag the front foot upwards with higher soles
he also told me to practice in places the board can’t move and practice a lot since ollies are mostly just dedicated practice. i thanked him and left but im really glad other people are seeing that same progress i’ve been seeing in myself, it makes me feel proud and want to keep pushing myself -
i just wish ollies weren’t the key to literally everything💔💔 i want to do so many things but i can’t until i can hit a decent consistent ollie and not inconsistent mid ollies and consistent baby ollies
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i’m gonna have to get a music distributor i told myself id do it months ago and procrastinated it and im almost finished with my first full lyric song and ive had people asking for it on spotify and i lowkey want to listen to it too but
its on garageband too though so😭😭 the audio quality doesn’t sound half as good after i upgraded my daw but i will work with it and then work on future songs on the other daw
i wanted at least three songs finished before i got a music distributor but i think having it would actually push me to be more consistent with my music -
here’s my new song, for some reason garageband keeps corrupting the file and it’s annoying having to recover everything every 3 seshes
i’m not very happy with it, at first i was but the audio quality sounds weird to me especially since it was made in garageband but i will take it as learning experience and move forward with my life -
i want to add a verse to the first part so the intro isn’t so long but i wonder if garageband will kill me
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