woah
Thread Topic: woah
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but also i say that less than two weeks in so we’ll see LOL
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it gives me something to wake up excited for and i think that’s a very important thing to have.
i have no problem staying disciplined balancing all of my other hobbies with art and music and stuff, but when it’s only using one part of my brain and im having to think all the time even on days i don’t want to think and just want to feel, i get burned out quick and then i get episodes where i feel worthless as a person and worthless with whatever im doing. i always need to feel productive somewhere and if im not productive then i feel like im failing myself
it’s not out of hate or anything, i love myself and i want myself to do good so i try and push myself the best i can. i just really don’t like breaks at all and so i lean away from them because i understand that about myself
i have had other physical hobbies too but they felt more like a chore than something i genuinely looked forward to in a day -
i really live for the excitement of discovering new things, it’s such a great feeling to sleep and wake up to
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i can’t wait for retirement💔
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i also feel having 2 years with nothing but empty free time has forced me to manage my time a lot better and to try lots of new things that benefit now, even if i didn’t manage it so great back then
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the more i yap the more words looks like cave language
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money’s such a problem dawg i want to buy so many new things right now😔 i wanted to get an electric guitar and get back into learning guitar with a chiller sound and i also wanted to buy some drums to learn those aswell because ive always loved drums
i wanted to buy some paint markers/pens (im not sure what you call them but they’re those posca ones) and other materials for lettering + other art but traditional art is so expensive when you’re on a tight budget
i also wanted to buy a console to spend more time with family and just for fun in general, but i just bought the skateboard 2 weeks ago and it was expensive😭😭 looking back if i could reorder i would go on facebook marketplace or craigslist and find a shredded skateboard with good quality parts that’s broken in and still works
but of course these are all wants and not needs, it’s one reason I’ve been so excited to get back into my job over the summer so i can start saving again and buy one of these
i was going for the guitar
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