Cham, I never got the chance to really apologize to you, so, well...
I'm sorry I've yelled at you so much, and ruined your threads. I'm sorry that the first thing I had to do when you met me was ruin your art thread, and my own art is unworthy of being good. I'm sorry I've called you a b----, when the only b---- here is myself. You can do no wrong, and I don't know why the s---head that I am thought you could. The only one doing any wrong here is me. I, after all, have been the one getting on here every day and starting arguments with things normal people would consider a normal statement. But I'm obviously not normal. I'm an abnormal a--hole who yells at everyone and makes people upset. I'm an abnormal a--hole who likes to set poor innocent spiders on fire for amusement. I don't deserve to have you accept the apology, or have you as a thread.
You don't have to accept it. You just need to know that I really am sorry. I don't know if you ever will accept it, and I won't be surprised if you don't. I am undeserving of it. But you will see that I mean it.
Getting shots is like an achievement for me, and I think you should reward yourself for getting one. Maybe some ice cream, an extra cookie, it can be anything. I would think about that. Look to other side of the room, do not look at the needle. Start a conversation maybe, to distract yourself.