Ripper's Edge

Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge

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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    I feel bad.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    And it gets worse.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    And it's nothing we can fix.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    So we just get worse.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    And worse.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    And worse.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    I shouldn't even be here anymore.
    I've scarred myself beyond belief. I should have blood poisoning or die of infection, yet none of that has ever happened to me.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    I've tried to pretend that the world isn't all that bad, and there's something so much better out there, but...
    I can't. I'm just tired. It's all a bunch of garbage to believe it.

    I don't know what my parents are thinking. It's always easier to believe what you see than to believe something that isn't promised but you just feel it should happen.

    I'm done pushing myself to think these clich├ęs about faith, hope, love, and endurance have meaning.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    They say "life is a gift", but it's not a gift for the ones who never wanted it.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    Life is literally a curse. If the Bible is true, and sin corrupted the world so it is the way it is now, then life truly is a curse.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    Why is it so hard to see that?
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    And I get tired of hearing my mom bring God literally into every conversation we have. Like, I can't even have a normal talk with her without her doing this.

    I honestly can't take it.
    And she's just throwing God into everything like the cure-all to life.

    Um, God has nothing to do with what we're eating for dinner tonight.
    God doesn't care if I'm joking about made up creatures!
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    Oh, no.
    Now we'll be doing Bible class soon.
    I can't take it.
    I just can't take it.
    I feel like they're just shoving this stuff down my throat, now. But saying this is the fastest way to be grounded for my differing opinion
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    I just don't want to do this anymore.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    Alright......

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