I've been feeling sick since last night.
We're going to be working slowly towards building a family business, and I'm the main head of the idea that started the whole thing.
I'm not proud because the business is going to be launched by a book I thought of doing, lost interest in when my brothers took it over, and now my parents are forcing me to continue with it, otherwise they'll destroy all of my other books I work on alone.
This is not a good thing for me because I'll be expected to talk to the professionals on starting the business, and I'll do the thing my parents are wailing on me not to do: Freeze up and say nothing.
I want to curl up in a corner and hide for the rest of my life. I can't say I'm too eager about doing this business, either, especially when I consider the fact that the launch product is something I'm forced to do.
I'm looking at library books.
I think it's stupid how there's an "African American" section in the books.
I've always found it stupid. I know they're trying to "honor black heritage" but it feels more like they're trying to cover up for what was done in the past, and the "African Americans" (I just say black 'cause that's what we are) lap up the attention and rub it in people's faces.
Someone might call me inconsiderate for saying this, though. I don't care. It's my opinion. Blunt, but true, and I wasn't going to sugarcoat it.