Shadow Moses Island

Thread Topic: Shadow Moses Island

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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    But, I've proven immortal. In every situation I should have died...I survived.
    I didn't want to, but I did.
    I see it as a curse.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    And it's so easy to dismiss when life is blissful for you.
    "Life is wonderful!" they say.
    No, life is a lie.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    Sorry, Snake. I kind of took over your thread with this stuff.
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    Solid Snake Newbie
    It's no problem, but I don't like seeing you like this. It's not good.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    Yeah, but what else am I left to feel?
    I'm not enjoying life, and people just want me around for their own enjoyment, feels like.
    At least, at home, that's what it is.
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    Solid Snake Newbie
    Hrmmm...
    You have a point, there...
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    I want to quit.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    ...life.
    More pain was heaped on me at the realization of how long it could take before anything changes.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    And that's assuming things change.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    I cried. cried more. didn't help. cry now.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    I feel like I died, but I'm still alive, and it continues to kill me, but I won't just die already.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    Saturday 3:21pm August 15, 2020



    And so it comes down to this again...
    Well, we'll be doing it, then.

    Counting hours in the day.
    Waiting for the end.
    Waiting for the night.
    And fear to rise again.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    This is all I do on the weekends. I count every hour. Proportion my activities very specifically. I waste certain hours of the day doing certain things. I do this to occupy myself until night.

    If I don't occupy myself at all times, I get destructive.
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    Someone give me a reason to live.
    Make me feel like I matter.🥺
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    Raiden Ripper Novice
    Just love me...

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