Like, why can't you help? You're not making it any better by sending me back home and telling me to discuss my problems with my parents. WHAT IF I ALREADY HAVE...MULTIPLE TIMES...AND THEY DON'T LISTEN?!?!?!
I know, but talking to them isn't working/makes it worse.
I don't have outside help and can't get outside help.
I feel like they're dangling my wellness over my head. They have the means to help, but they're just being too stubborn.
It's like I first stated, I am not capable of hurting anyone in this state. Everything hurts me too easily. I kind of want to shut down and just not do anything anymore, now. I don't know anymore. I just hurt. I don't want to hurt. Everything in life eventually brings me to pain, it seems. And I have a harder time overcoming it each time it happens. it's really hard, and I feel like I can't take anymore pain. But, there's no way to escape pain. You avoid it in one area, and it finds you in another.