The wounds that never show...
Thread Topic: The wounds that never show...
Maybe this wasn't a good idea.
I doubt everything, as I am a pessimist, but I want to be there. I don't want to give up. Ultimately, I'd only end up doing that if that's what he wanted or if it was seriously bad.
It doesn't seem that way. It's just hard, though.
But I'm also a little scared. I try not to do anything that could set anyone off, but that doesn't seem to work. I try to do what I think they would like, but...
I don't know...
I feel like I'm walking on eggshells, sometimes.
Or navigating a minefield without a mine detector.
But I want to help. I want to do all that I can to make it better. I'm just afraid I'll make things worse, though.
My contradictions fight again.
I haven't cried yet. Maybe that'll relieve me.
But, I can't. People keep walking past me.
Never mind, then.
I just feel really hurty, rn.
It's not fun.
I might just hide for a while.
I was going to do that yesterday, but I decided to come.
I know people care, but I don't really feel like it too much. It's really hard to tell, sometimes.
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