I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT MY LIFE RIGHT NOW PLEASE
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Thread Topic: I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT MY LIFE RIGHT NOW PLEASE
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Anybody...
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ugghh...
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You could talk to me if ya want
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Are you okay?
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mew
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I'm okay, but my family, well...
Actually It's probably best not to talk about it on the internet. -
Jcmauch NewbieIt's okay, actually, as long as you don't use names.
I do it all the time. in fact I'm dumb enough to use an email linking to the first part of my last name, but that's common and Germanic anyways, unlike my last name xD -
Hmm, it's your choice, we are here to listen though.
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I understand my family are having a really bad time as well right now so I could understand that
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Thanks, guys. I'll tell you what happened. It may take a while to type, though.
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Alrighty, i'll try staying awake then ^-^
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Ok and its fine
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Ok so my brother suddenly got really sick, so my mother and I had to take him to the doctor. (he's 9, by the way) We had to speak with 5 different doctors all in the same visit. First of all, they had to stick someting down his throat to test him for strepth throat. He threw up. Next, they had to give him a shot in his leg. He threw up. (I had walked out of the room by now, I was too uncomfortable and just akwardly standing by the door) Then, (I didn't know about this until I walked back in the room) they had to have him wear a breathing mask that had steam coming into it that was connected to a machine and he had to sit there like that for a very long time. (I had done this a couple times before, but it was when I was only 5-6 years old) When I walked in and saw him like that, it killed me. I began to sob alligator tears and I was so sorry, and I felt so guilty. We used to fight 24/7. We still do. I feel awful and I have began to self harm I feel so bad but I don't wanna self harm. But I don't want anyone to know, either. My grades at school have recently gone incredibly low, and my teacher hates me. I just know it.
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Aww.. Sweetie... Okay. I can't help with your brother. But Self Harm is never the answer. Do what you have too: Put all sharp things out of reach/sight. Find a way to escape from it. Draw, play an instrument. Something that doesn't hurt you. I have a friend who used to self harm, but switched to something: She wrote the words she was feeling like on her arms. Now I'm not encouraging this, but I definatly think it's better than Self harm hun. As for your grades, you can use that as an escape too. Study more, talk to your teacher/parents for help. Maybe extra credit. And you're teacher probably doesn't hate you sweetie.
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