I hate that sometimes I can be so feminine.
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Thread Topic: I hate that sometimes I can be so feminine.
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I am completely, utterly, and without a single doubt a boy. No question about that. And I still have a few "feminine" things about me, like my cooking and sewing ability, which are most commonly related to females. And my fear of insects. Also stereotypically female. Those two things don't bother me as much as the third, which is how emotional I am and how much I talk. Like right now. I'm scared. I'm scared that people won't accept me. They'll say I can't be a boy. That these things make me a girl. I know I'm not, but..
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Boys can have all of those characteristics too. I don't see why people should judge you based on those things.
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They will. My family, who i know will find whatever excuse to tell me I'm wrong.
I want to tear it all up. Everything. All the stupid f---ing purses I never use. All the skirts, dresses, stupid tight shirts, and girly jeans. All the pink hats and shoes. All the stupid girly decorations. All the sparkly pencily boxes and pink folders. I want to destroy all of it. I can't live like this anymore. I can't do this. -
Well you are a guy, so you don't have to live like that anymore. If you don't like it stand up to who ever gets those stuff for you, and tell them you don't like it.
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Its more important to know who/what you are and love it. What others want you to be or what they believe you are isn't important. They must learn to let you be you.
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I can never do that. Don't you see? This stupid fake girl that my family loves isn't real. They'll hate me. They're all extremely religious. My aunt said she'd kick someone like that out. I'll disappoint everyone. She said I'm her favourite niece, and I'm goimg to have tear that apart. Not to mention my dad's stupid transphobic and homophobic girlfriend, and his stupid best friend who will kick anyone out who says "gay". My dad probably will tell me I'm confused. My grampa will be disappointed. And I'm only 14. I can't do anything about it.
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So you must chose between being loved and accepted by others or yourself. I wish I could help you, but of course I know nothing...
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What does that even mean?!
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It means you have to choose between you being you, or you being what they want you to be, even when you don't want that.
I know nothing of this sort of thing, so I'm no longer needed here, I guess. *slips into shadows* -
Of coirse I want to be myself. But I can't do it yet, not when I have to rely on these close minded people. I just don't want to pretend anymore. Even though I have to.
Even my little sister told me that I'm going to tear the family apart. As if it's my fault for being in this ugly body. As if I f---ing chose this. -
Animelover9 Noviceits not your fault. its your parents fault for not exepting you for who you are. shame on them!!!
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I see. I'm in a hopeless situation.
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Animelover9 NoviceI have a boy In my class who likes pink. because of that most girls in my class make fun of him. then finally, he said," I am a boy. its not my fault that you are weird." then the teacher got involved and the girls were forced to stop.
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Alright. I'm sorry I freaked out on everyone. I got really upset. I'm really sorry for all of this. I'm sorry.
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Animelover9 Noviceits ok
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