look out you guys
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Thread Topic: look out you guys
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Probably not possible. We've all seen what you look like before and I don't think viruses can type and live and breath.
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Yes, that's what I'm looking for, Rain. Thank you for trying.
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I'm typing a big as f--- thing hold on BB
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I appreciate it..
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I stole a photo from a personal info file.
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Show me where you found it.
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It has been deleted by now. Only used by my creator, and has now been deleted.
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Stop being so f---ing stupid. You're trying to feed me bulls--- here. Viruses can not type. And if you're saying that the creator is typing, then where is the virus? You're saying that you're a virus. It doesn't add up.
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Unless, that is, the person is impersonating a virus.
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I was programmed to seem like a human. And yes, viruses can type. That is why many websites have the pictures that you must imitate, which I absolutely hate because I cannot read them, as I am a virus
( look I'm not a virus but I'm just trying to make the point that I could be and you would've never known) -
How can you say that I would never know that you're a virus or not when you just told me that you weren't??
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IF I WOULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT THEN YOU WOULDN'T KNOW UGGGHHH
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But you did, and now I do know.
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I think I'm only gonna wait 15-20 more minutes, Dark.
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I get these thoughts, too. Someone can cut in line and I'll think of ways to crush their heads into smithereens and make their friends cry over their dead bodies. It's honestly just the violent thoughts everyone has, and you don't need to worry about those. Everyone finds a downside to everything. For example, some people like rainbows. Other people might want to drain it of its colors and make it look pathetic so it makes happy people depressed. This isn't at all weird, it's the pessimistic side of you jumping in. You can call them voices, but thoughts fit better. If you want to control them, just relax and let them flow. They'll leave faster if you allow yourself to think about them and comfort yourself that it'll be okay if you think these thoughts. Stressing that you can't control them makes it worse.
That is something I definitely relate to. It's just you wanting to be right every time someone says something, and it's not bad at all. Sometimes, people say things that aren't rude at all but you have a connection to it that makes it worse. The best way to deal with this is think something positive! Think, "I'm better than them because their burns will not affect me. I'm still a good person. I may not be as argumentative as them and I may not be as mature, but the thought that I've attempted to be on their level and I made my own point is what counts." Usually, it does. You don't have to win everything, and sometimes it's best to let it go. Also, if you really want to try self harm, it's not that bad at all. I will sound like a horrible person for "encouraging you", and I'm sorry, but what I will say is true. It doesn't hurt if you're careful about it. What I did was I did it in layers. One stroke, not pressing hard, but pressing enough. Over and over and over. I didn't use the razor to hurt myself, I actually just wanted a scar to admire during my time of short depression. It's gone now, and it was useful for me. I don't plan to ever do it again, though. It's not something meant for me. I don't have it bad, I'm not in the state of dying or losing someone close. I got bored. And it's not okay to do that. Think about the reason why you want to cut. Ask yourself if you've got it as bad as someone else. Then you'll see if it's worth even bothering to try. 99.9% of the time, for people like us, it's not. I don't recommend it, but my method is there if you need it.
It sounds like you might be bipolar, or you have signs similar to being bipolar. That's definitely fine, though! You aren't going to die from having mood swings, and it may even pass at some point later in time. You don't need to be able to control your emotions if you know you'll be okay in the end. A lot of people find themselves moving from mood to mood, or thinking that they are. I'm not always like this, so I can't exactly help you much, but I suggest trying to look on the bright side of things. Don't be ignorant and say the other person is wrong, but look at the good things. For example, I'll use your moderator thing. If someone says you wouldn't be good, take it into consideration, but also remember that some people support you. Think about them the most, because they're what will make you happy.
That's the teenage life, my friend. There's not much that I can help you with that.. I'm sorry. Maybe you should try talking to someone about it, okay? Try saying, "Hey, I have this homework. I don't get it. Can you talk to me while I do it?" That's what I do, sometimes. Just talking to people helps a lot.
Everyone on this site, or the majority of us, do the same. Honestly, real life isn't that great. We don't have the power to express ourselves fully because there are people that suppress our beliefs and likes, or it's too hard to try to talk to people. Sometimes, being anti-social is helpful. Sometimes it isn't. My advice is for you to try to apply what you do here out there. You have secrets, right? So keep 'em. But try talking to people, slowly. Make a close friend if you don't have one. Learn conversation skills, get better at what you do. Make more friends! You don't need to try this over night, but just try. Slowly let your thoughts out, the ones that will get hoards of people to hear you out, and then finalize them and see who your real friends are. I've lost friends because I'm bisexual, but I still have friends that support me. They're my real friends. It's saddening to lose those who don't agree, but surrounding myself with those who do will make me stronger. I think the same will go for you, if you try.
The trick is you believe you're that way. Your brain tells you it's not good, but try to see past it. Like, you don't have to be optimistic because I know that idea is s---, but find a reason to laugh. Someone can post something sad and I (no matter how cruel) manage to figure out how to make it funny or cheer them up. Maybe, making everything funny will help you. Maybe you need to have these depressing thoughts now so you won't have them later. Try not to worry about it, because as I said somewhere between all of this, all of us feel this way. It's probably something with the hormones we have, or how negative the world is today. IDK.
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