I guess I've gotten a bit stronger.
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Thread Topic: I guess I've gotten a bit stronger.
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I kind of felt bad for the girl. She was being killed, after all, and she was begging so much. Part of me wanted to stop the video and cry for the girl, but I didn't. Although I suppose it's a step up that I was able to actually feel bad, I don't know what will happen next. I'm not really sure what I'm going to turn out like. I didn't stop the video and I didn't cry, so obviously this side is stronger. I kept watching even though another part of me cared, because this side does not care. Maybe, if I hold out a bit longer, I can rid myself of this horrible part in me. I don't want to be a cold, emotionless monster like I used to be. I want to feel things. But if this way to release my anger must be dropped, then what more can I do? What is going to happen to my mind? Will I become worse and actually hurt people again? I don't want that.
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Ugh ignore this. I rant so much, it's pathetic. I hate myself.
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What are you talking about?
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Nothing, just a rant. Ignore it.
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No. Did you videotape a fight or something?
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No, not a fight appay.
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