I'm sorry I failed you. I don't know what I did, but as much as you deny that it was a you thing...I know that that's not how things work. You left because there was something wrong with us, with me. And all you had to do was say something. I'm going on two years beating myself up for something you always say was entirely because of you. And there's a reason for that. I'm not stupid. But this didn't have to happen. You could have just said what was wrong, we could fix it, and move on. But instead I'm stuck in the timeline where everything fell apart and I'm left buried in the wreckage wondering what the hell happened, and what I coulkd've done.
I'm fine, just some stuff I want to say but don't relly have any other way to. Plus I might as well just say things here, there's been much sadder, dumber, angrier, more concerning things said here in this thread so I might as well. I'd post stuff like that more if I had a thread "to myself" like others do (since I really don't want anyone to worry) but I really don't need two threads clogging up the lounge. And I don't want to make this thread that way because that was never the point of this thread, the opposite actually. Despite what the subtitle says, anyone can come in.
Yeah, depending on how long ago you're talking about, I used to be here a lot, lot more and of course this is like my home so I was posting here a lot, thus the thread was very active lol
'Cause it's all misunderstood
Well, I tried to do it right this time around
Let's start over, I tried to do it right this time around
It's not over, 'cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killing me, but you're the only one, it's not over
It's "It's Not Over" by Daughtry, a song I listened to as a kid so is quite nostalgic but also applies really well to how I feel today, along with the next song I'm going to post, Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
I walk a lonely road,
The only one that I have ever known,
Dont know where it goes,
But it's home to me and I walk alone.
I walk this empty street,
On the boulevard of broken dreams,
Where the city sleeps,
And I'm the only one and I walk alone