I'm gonna be real with you guys this time. (Rant?)
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:29pm
Thread Topic: I'm gonna be real with you guys this time. (Rant?)
-
I hate how every time I want to open up to somebody, allow myself to love somebody, they let me down. I'm not going to go into depth of what happened, but let's just say that I let myself love somebody and they abandoned me. This isn't the first time this has happened to me, either. I can't believe I was such an idiot as to actually think someone could ever love me. I was an idiot to think I could be truly happy. I was an idiot to think life would ever get better for me. She gave me hope. We talked together. We dreamt together. She was the mom I never had. And she just left. And worse was when they told me she left. I had to contain my tears in front of everyone. I had to suffer a smile. That was torture. T-o-r-t-u-r-e. I guess I'll just shut my heart up again. I was starting to trust people. I was starting to let people in. She took that away from me. I can't be strong anymore. I try to distract myself with cleaning and exercising, but I can't keep things up like this. I'm killing myself by holding everything in.
-
:(
-
You're not supposed to hold it in, man. You have to let it out. Let someone know. It's not healthy to keep it in.
I understand the feels. I can't count on both hands the number of people who have done that to me. -
Was this a romantic relationship or..?
-
I don't know any other way. I don't want to hurt people, but sometimes the anger I repress is dangerous when released. I don't want to be like my dad was.
f--- NO. THANKS FOR THAT IMAGE THOUGH. I'M GONNA GO THROW UP. -
Sorry..just askin.
-
??
-
Sarah, did you read the whole thing? "The mom I never had"... does that sound romantic to you?
Rain: You don't have to be like your dad. You are yourself. And you deserve to have your rants. -
It could.
-
It's fine. XD
Yep. I apologize that you had to read that, Senpai. -
That is why this thread was conceived, Ten.
-
And it's good. But don't let it go for so long, eh? You deserve to rant when you need to.
-
I'm afraid of being judged, I guess.
-
No, donut apologize. Although Imma tired old woman and need to work in stuffs. I'm here if you need anything like company or such.
-
Psh, I don't judge. This is the smart person who stabs empty soda cans with scissors, plays bloody knuckles and has paint raves.
Pages:
- 1
- 2
This thread is locked, therefore no new posts can be made.
