Being stupid due to lack of sleep.
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Thread Topic: Being stupid due to lack of sleep.
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I am not okay. I'm not fine, and I'm not going to just talk to myself. I need help, but quite frankly not even the people I thought were close to me gives a shit. No one notices anything until I'm screaming that I need help. It's gotten so bad that I've tried to go on omegle ready to pour out my life to complete strangers because I need it. But no, even there I get ignored or they disconnect. I'm being selfish, but I don't care if we've "already been over' my problems or I'm "burdening my loved ones" or that I'm talking to someone who's "only had three mental break downs". I don't care about anyone else, it's selfish, I know but you guys say your life isn't worth losing over being upset. But I am upset, I'm extremely upset. I've started biting again even though it's harder to hide, but it's just the pain isn't working for anything anymore. And I know I'm whining a lot right now, but please, I need help from someone. Anyone, someone who won't give up after nothing is left to say. I can't talk to anyone in person about this and I'm afraid if I mention it again in front of my friend she's going to tell the school and it'll be a mess....... As I've said, I know I'm being selfish, but I really need some help......
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I'd like to help.
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Really?
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Yeah, I like helping people. Even if I'm not the best advice giver. I still like to make people happy.
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Okay?
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Uh-huh. But uh, why do you bite exactly?
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Sometimes it's cutting and sometimes it's biting. Biting just makes me feel more that I'm telling myself that I'm wrong? I'm not exactly sure how to describe it, but it makes me feel like I'm letting go of my rage on myself?
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But why? Like, why do you feel upset?
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No don't do that Teresa ;-; Do you want a hug?
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It's been a lot of things. I feel like everyone and everything is against me and no one cares. My sister told me to "go burn" (which I did last year and that messed up everything) and my mom didn't do anything. I called my sister pretty and my mom yelled at me. Plus whenever I talk my parents will yell at me "don't start" and usually I'm not even talking to her or she'll start and they get mad at me. Then my friends and school are stressful too.
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It doesn't help Lily...... I feel you've changed a lot too since Vic came here.
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Sorry about that. Have you ever tried talking to them?
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Hey don't bite/burn/cut your self. Those things won't fix any of your problems. You're just hurting your self. Please stop doing that.
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@Meg Yeah, they don't listen. I have to scream to get them to let me finish and it's just really hard because I'll start crying and they'll just leave.
@Lily it makes me forget them for a bit. -
I've changed? In a good way or a bad way?
By the way I missed you. Long time no see..
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