Please Help Me! I'm panicking!

My name is Lexi. I'm 15 years old. A few weeks ago I made the biggest mistake ever. And now I'm going to have to deal with it. I'm so scared and I hate myself.

I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I need help. I feel so sick and scared. I hate every inch of me. Please help me! I need all the help I can get.

Created by: Lexi
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  2. I have this guy friend who I really like. Like I said, I've never had a boyfriend before and i had never even hugged a guy! I'm only 15 and the guy I like, Caleb, is 17. And he's had a lot of girlfriends.
  3. He has a girlfriend but I still like him a lot. But his girlfriend doesn't want him talking to me!!! So I told him fine don't talk to me then. But he's my best friend and I missed him.
  4. After about a week of him not talking to me I broke down and started crying. He saw me crying in the hallway at school and he hugged me and asked me what was wrong. I said nothing and he saw how sad I was and said sorry and kissed me on the lips.
  5. It was my first kiss and he had a girlfriend and I was sad so I told him no and he stopped. I started crying even harder and I hugged him and kissed him.
  6. I got up and left because I couldn't handle it and went home. The next day he texted me and asked me to meet him to talk. I did and he said he was so sorry for hurting me. One thing led to another and we ended up having... sex... in the gym.
  7. After it happened I felt so bad for doing that. I missed my first class because I was in the bathroom crying.
  8. I went home and just sat there feeling like I made the biggest mistake ever.
  9. He texted me that night and told me it was a mistake and it can never happen again. It was a big deal for me because it was my first time and I felt so guilty. But he has had sex many times with other girls.
  10. The next day his girlfriend comes into my science class and yells at me "stay away from my boyfriend you little slut! I know what you did!"
  11. Now everyone at school knows I had sex with him! This was about two weeks ago. Today I took a pregnancy test and it came out positive. I haven't told anyone yet.
  12. I feel so horrible! I don't believe in abortion, and I'm not ready to be a mom. Plus Caleb will never support me in this. I don't know what to do! I'm so scared!
  13. Everything hurts and I don't know who to talk to and all of my friends are shunning me and calling me a slut. I made a mistake and I'm going to have to face the consiquinces. I know that. But I'm so scared. Please help me!

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