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idk y, but i've been so depressed lately. i don't let my friends see it,cuz they're always so funny, they cheer me up with out knowing it, but when i look at the day that went passed, i realize how different i am from everyone and how much i don't fit in.
all my girl friends are already with boys and i'm the one who still stays in that little girl swarm while they are always going to football games. i went to one on friday night, but called a friend to pick me up cuz i realized how much i didn't fit in there. everyone was running around, fitting in with everyone else while i was out of it again.
they all know things that i don't. they are all in the know and i'm so clueless, its almost shameful. even the most out-of-it person knows everything while i'm like, "What?"
all of my friends all the same, while i'm changing so much, i'm a completely different person. and there's no one else like me to relate with in my skool since its so friggen small. :I
idk what i should do.
go to the skool counselor
tell my parents
but i feel like that stirs up to much trouble......
i'm so lost and i feel like a whore for venting so much. :( -
I vent more than you do, hon, don't worry about it. I've been out of it, too as school and sometimes I feel like a forth wheel. I'm changing (both physically and mentally) when my friends are the same, or changing in different ways than me.
I bet you guys don't know this, but I haven't EVER told anyone about my problems. This is where I do.
I know where you are coming from and don't worry, hon. -
I have no friends.
I walk alone.
I have 3 poetry books that are filled with writing nobody shall ever see.
I suffer from depression.
I cry at night.
I've abused myself for hating myself so much.
And nobody knows.
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