tachycardic
Thread Topic: tachycardic
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funny thing is that nobody will ever know
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being so used to not seeing him consistently, honestly, ever, that when i finally get in a four hour call with him im on the brink of tears the whole time
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spending all waking hours together, whether physically or virtually, all summer, then cold turkey the moment school starts back up
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of course we've been best friends for about a year and a half, and definitely close/friends for 3 1/2, but we didn't spend every possible moment in each other's lives together until around april
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before it was much more reasonable, like a 3 hour or less game sesh at least every other night, most of the time more than that, but still quite normal
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and over the summer it became 10-14 hour long calls, starting from when we woke up to when we went to bed, only ending it for meals or if i left to go see him in person
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and after hanging out he would call me without fail before i could even drive home, like twin aren't you bored of me by now
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it's so funny because we were both so aware we had literally nothing left to talk about or say so we would start asking random personal questions without awkwardness, but simply to understand each other even better somehow
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when we didn't see or talk to each other for a majority of the day, asking about each others day without the other became the only new thing we had to talk about
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but it was kinda peaceful, the knowledge that we we so comfortable that there wasn't anything to discuss, the silence felt so familiar
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but now it's only silence, alone this time without company so it's kinda not so nice. but it helped me because i needed to find hobbies outside of work, and now when we do call it's more of catching up on the week, since he's so busy during the weekdays. and there's still so much familiarity, but now we actually have new subjects to talk about, so it's kinda nice when we do get to actually catch each other up. a trade for the constant presence i guess.
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it's so funny because 4 hours felt so short to us in the summer but today an entire 4 hours with him felt so long since it's so rare to get time with him now. it's so funny we kept doing the same things and saying the same things at the same time, still in each others heads
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anyways i have a plane to catch just needed to drop some best friend appreciation before i overthink that he hates me LOL like im so stupid bruh
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reminder to look back at this and my past best friend appreciation posts when i get anxious from separation and overthink our friendship
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peace out ✌ georgia tomorrow
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