Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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oh god i really thought signing up to take advanced theater and 3 ap classes and a job and expect myself to have a whole life outside of school was a good idea
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Junio year: Will I crush it, or will it crush me? Stay tuned!
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first i have to see if i'm even placed in advanced theater. if I'm not, then I should have room for everything else. If I am, then i'll have to quit my job when school starts, and maybe drop out of an ap class
it sucks, but everyone has to make sacrifices for it. this isn't one of those small committments. This is a life-changing opportunity that I'm lucky to even have offered at my school -
oh my god im actually so bad with pronouns
i misgender cis people too guys i promise im not transphobic im just really stupid😠-
and everything suddenly feels fine. i'm not angry at him anymore. i'm not sad anymore. i'm just hollow, ig
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i dont think we'll talk anymore though. i said some s--- that can't be taken back. he did some things that can't be taken back. that's ok. we're ok now, and i'm finally able and ready to move on
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mmph i'm still haunted by my old English teacher
I got one of the highest scores in my grade on the end of year exam last year, and she said "You did as expected, good job!" Like, I didn't do good. I didn't work my ass off. I didn't excell. I did what I was expected to do. It wasn't extraordinary -
and then i only got slightly above average in English this year, even though I've always gotten the highest marks, always had the highest comprehension, and always worked hard, and all i got was a f---ing "profecient" grade. I didn't do "as expected". I did bad. I disappointed the system
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my old english teacher would be shaking her head at me.
not sure why i give a s---, i didn't even like her class, but i know she liked me and she knew i would do great things in the future, and i didn't and i haven't and i won't -
my friends are so tired of me
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fair enough i suppose
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once the tests and auditions are done i'll be fine. we just have to stick around until june
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therapy is long overdue. what has it been, nearly 2 months?
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usually lasting a month without it is a stretch. not sure how i managed the past while. i sure didn't manage well though, lol
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ugh im so insufferable
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