Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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i gotta do better next year. I accomplished absolutely nothing this year, made no friends, and sat in my room all year. That's not happening next year
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next school year lol
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maybe I'll get lucky with this audition
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idk im trying to have hope but at the end of the day I'm a less than mediocre actor with mediocre dance skills. I'm not what they're looking for, but maybe if I keep practicing and practicing and showing them I'm persistent and eager to perform they'll let me in
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i'm always sad when I go to the city on sunday
it's usually to visit the temple but then there's homeless people asking for money right by the temple, and I never have any money on me because I've been hardwired to never carry cash on me on sundays -
hahaha eat rocks dumb--- i'm so much better without you
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petty lucas is alive and very unwell lmao
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had a nervous breakdown and failed my math test
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i mean, the results don't come out for another week or 3, but I know I didn't do good
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alright lucas PRIORITIES
1. Musical. Try your damn hardest. I don't care if you don't get in. Fear regret more than failure
2. AP Test. You know you'll pass. Reread your notes, test yourself on every unit, and restudy the units you have a lowest score on. Make sure you're as prepared as possible.
3. Audition scene. If you can't try your hardest for yourself, try for your scene partner. He deserves to get in, and you're not going to be the reason why he doesn't.
4. Job. Take as many shifts as possible without burning yourself out.
5. Audition monologue. Figure out which one you're doing, and REHEARSE. Do what mr m taught you. Make sure he knows you're an asset. -
just don't be the reason you fail. I'm so f---ing sick of that
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2 mental breakdowns in a row
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its ok tho i got to vent with my best friend
i feel so bad i was crying the whole f---ing time like a pathetic little kid, but she was super helpful and supported and we got icees and then I showed her my bunny, Sonic -
i felt so awkward and pathetic all day while hanging out with friends, and she caught on and asked me about it while we were driving home
Idk why I'm so awkward around this friend group. Like, more awkward than normal. Idk if it's bc I have a crush (idk if i even have one), if i'm just getting acclimated to their vibe, or if my social skills have regressed -
idk my anxiety has just been all out of whack for the last week.
definitely have to talk to my therapist and doctor about that
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