|~Nothing Ever Makes Sense~|
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I remember getting into a fight w a few of my close online friends a few years back.
I think it was on MSP.
The whole group was fighting and I was apologizing profusely for fighting w them. They directed their anger at me and started insulting me and crap.
I lost a s--- ton of friends that day.
The whole friend group just dissolved in the blink of an eye.
They all blocked me, so I'm assuming they all blocked each other since the argument was pretty heated.
That brings back memories of HighRise.
Oh boy, that sure traumatized me.
I was like, 8 years old when I joined HighRise.
One of my days (either the first or second. I forgot.) was the first time I dealt with a predator. They kept asking for some bad things. When I said no, they kept making me feel guilty.
I was raised to always be polite to people and do what they wanted, so I undressed my avatar as much as I could and invited them into the room the game had made for me.
I was only eight years old then, so I didn’t know better. I didn't want to hurt anyones feelings, so I tried my best to satisfy the predator without giving them what the actually wanted.
Eventually someone noticed and told me to block and report. I did that.
And that was one of my days.
I think this was my first day? It might've been my second tho.
Basically I was in a public chatroom and my avatar was in line to go onto a stage. This girl asked if we could trade (someone had given me a free item) and I said sure.
She gave me a hotdog purse, which I loved.
So the girl and I exited the private chat and went back to the chatroom.
I had proudly equipped my hotdog purse.
The girl who traded it to me started mocking it and calling my avatar ugly.
Pretty soon, the whole chatroom joined in. Nobody defended me.
The owner of the chatroom stepped in and kicked me out for causing a ruckus. All I did was equip the hotdog purse.
And now for the third day
The last one. The one that traumatized me.
I met a girl named Hailey in one of the public chatrooms. After a few hours of talking, we became friends. Hailey suggested that since we both liked fashion, we should make a fashion show.
I ALWAYS wanted to be the judge of a fashion show, so I quickly accepted her offer.
Bla bla bla, we made a public chatroom.
Now we needed prizes.
Over the past two days, I had somehow gotten a bunch of items. So Hailey said that we should use MY items and not hers.
Even though she had much rarer (and better) items than I did, she wanted to use mine.
I agreed and used all my items on the people who won the fashion show.
Once I ran out of items, Hailey demanded that I should go get more. I asked her if we could use her items, and she said no.
So there I was, going through a bunch of chatrooms asking people for items. I couldn't trade anything since I had nothing, so I was practically begging people to just give me some items. (I cringe at the lengths I went for Hailey to this day.)
When I came back with all the items I had gotten, Hailey had made a new friend. I never got jealous of other people making friends with who I considered my best friend, so I welcomed the new girl in.
Soon the new girl became a judge.
Hailey never asked her to use her items as prizes. She only asked me.
Meanwhile, in a private chat between me and the new girl, the new girl was bullying the s--- out of me.
I never told Hailey because the girl threatened that she would tell Hailey I was lying. After all, Hailey liked her more than she did me.
I just put up with the bullying until the fashion show was over.
Once everybody except for me, Hailey, and the new girl had left the room, Hailey said she was gonna go chill at one of her favorite chatrooms.
The new girl and I said fine and then Hailey left.
It was total Hell the second Hailey left us alone.
The new girl threw insults at me, telling me to kill myself, saying that I was a disgrace to my parents, etc.
I had enough and said I was telling Hailey.
The new girl said she would get to Hailey first and spread lies about me.
I freaked out and quickly messaged Hailey.
The new girl had gotten there first.
Hailey didn't believe anything I said. She just told me that we weren't friends and then blocked me.
That whole thing traumatized me so much that I left the game.
Even now, whenever I see the app HighRise, I start having a panic attack. All I'd remember is Hailey and that girl.
Even though I can barely look at Highrise, I'm fine with talking about those b----es.
I guess I just needed to get everything out.
I don't even think the first two days traumatized me as much as the third day-
When I went there, the people on Highrise were really toxic and rude. There was like a 25% chance of finding nice people on there.
Idk about now, but I'm not checking.
Boo boo go away
Come again never
Spice Experienced*hugs* Hey, how are you holding up buddie? <3
I don't think I'm doing very well.
Thanks for checking up on me though 💖
"If you can't handle FIVE baby chickens, how can we trust you with all the other ones?"
That's a huge slap in the face.
Especially since all the chickens are gone now.
That one's a stab in the heart ;-;
Those a--holes can pack up the chicken run and s--- themselves. If the chickens are gone, what point do I have to go and remind myself of them by putting all their stuff away? That's just a painful reminder that they're all gone.
I think this one is worse than Hima and Leia’s death.
And you guys know how long it took for me to recover from that.
I'm just gonna go cry real quick
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